part 7

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When I woke up the next day I thought about some stuff. Some serious stuff. Some manly stuff. Then Kurama came into my room and scared the shit out of me. I may or may not have screamed like a little girl.

"Hahahahahahahahaha you screamed like a little girl" So I did "whatever is time to go to school" he Kurama said. I nodded and he left.

'Will Suke actually ever love me' i put my clothes on and walk out the door into Kurama car.

'I don't think I'll actually ever be loved'

'Maybe I should just die'

'People will be happy'

'Even daddy said so one time

Flash back

I was 10 years old ad dad just finished with my beating.

"You worthless demon you can just die for all I care hell for all anyone cares no one will love a fagot like you" (OMG I hate that word) dad said. When he left the room I broke down crying

FLASH BACK END

"To"

"Ruto"

"NARUTO" I snap out of my flashback and see Kurama yelling at me.

"Yea what is it" I said

"We're here" he said, I nod and get out of the car and walk towards Suke. He looked over and smiled at me.

"Hey Ruto what's wrong" he said worriedly once he saw my face.

"Nothings wrong Suke I'm just fine" lie that's all I can do anymore lie. Lie. Lie.

"I know your lying Ruto I'm care about you come on talk to me" he said, that's it, I broke down crying.

"It's so hard to live now. Nobody likes me. Most pity I hate Suke I-i-i hate it" I cried out I can't do this anymore "maybe it would be better off i-it I was dead" after i said this Suke grabbed on to me and hugged me so tight. I just cried into his chest.

"Dont say that. It wouldn't be better think of your brothers. Or or even me. I FUCKING LOVE YOU NARUTO. so don't say stuff like that please" he looked like he was going to cry after he said this.

"WHY DO YOU LOVE ME" i yell out "NOBODY SHOULD I'M JUST A MONSTER A DEMON. DIDN'T YOU SEE THE SCARS" I cried even more.

"YOUR PARENTS ARE JUST SICKOS WHO LOVED ANOTHER KID MORE THAN THE REST AND BLAMED IT ON SOMEONE. TRUST ME WHEN I SAY I LOVE YOU" he yelled again. I look straight at him,

"How do I know Suke. How should I know when I don't even know what love means" I feel more tears coming down.

"I'll prove it" he said then he. Kissed. Me. HE FREAKING KISSED ME. Then he pulled back. Awwww. "Now do you believe me" he said, I hesitentally nod.

"I-i love you Suke" I said as he kissed me again.

Maybe I am loved after all.

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