The minute you had stepped on to Korea, you had come to realize that you were the complete opposite of the Korean beauty standards.
Unlike Korean girls you're age, you were more fully developed.
It ran in your family. All you're female cousins were curvy and the DNA that ran through your veins was prone to make you curvy as well.
To you it matter almost a grain of salt how you looked, but to netizens or k-netizens it seem to be a problem. For korean beauty standards idolized smaller body types. Smaller figures. Something which you did not have. You were you and that was that. It didn't matter because it was youur body. However, as the group started to become more and more famous, the number of eyes set on you also became more and more.
And with a large set of eyes placed on you, a even large set of critiques were said.'Y/N... she is pretty and all but she could lose some weight.'
'Ugh. I swear she needs to go on a diet, like ASAP.'
'Have you seen how big her thighs are when she sits down!?'
'I would make BTS my bias group, seeing as how the have a female member and are changing trends and roles, but Y/N is just too fat. Ew. No Thank you.'
It was such a big deal to everyone that the same question would pop in all your interviews:
'When were you, the beautiful and talented Y/N of BTS, going to lose weight?'
You would try to ignore answering this question as it has been what your managers had told you to do. If BigHit wasn't making a big deal out, you would follow in their foot steps and not make a big deal out of it either.
But, no matter how much you would ignore it you eventually reached your limit.
It had been at an interview for your Best Moment in Life Album Pt.2. Album. The boys and the MC had been having a great time(she had been ignoring you but you couldn't be bother as long as the boys were happy). Everything was fine until they started talking about how much the boys had to work out.
The MC, believing it was a great time to bring the dreaded question, asked you,"Now Y/N, we know how you look. Have you ever tried working out with the boys?"
You were stunned-and so were the boys. The question seemed innocent but you all knew that it had not intended to be that way.
You found it petty of her to ask such a question, one that was meant to target you, when just a minute ago she had been ignoring your existence. A wave of anger passed through you only to quickly be replaced with hurt and embarrassment.
With a shaky hand, you grabbed the microphone out of Jin's hand, seeing as he was the closest one with a mic.
With a dreary smile, you spoke slowly," Well, I, um, yes, I do try to workout with the boys," You were never one to stutter but you were still in shock.
"Ah, keyword being 'try'" She said with a taunting smile.
"N-ne, I try but my body is naturally curvy you see-"
"I wouldn't say curvy" She responded lightly. That was all it took. Your limit surpassed. You were done trying to justify why you were the way you were. It's not like anyone ever really listened.
"R-right, of course."
and it was left at that. The interview over and everything she had told you was caught live.
As you bow down to her, you couldn't gather the strength to smile at her, let alone look her in the eyes.
Embarrassment and shame still coursed through your veins.
With out a second thought You speed-walked in the direction of the guest room. The boys quick on your trail.To say they were mad, was an understatement. They were furious as well as disgusted by what had just happened.
Who exactly was she to be saying anything to Y/N?
Just because Y/N was curvier didn't give her the right to criticize her.
And hell yeah, they knew Y/N was curvy but that didn't make her fat. If anything it made her more alluring. That was a fact and many of the international ARMY could testify for it as well as the members themselves.The way she could go from a cute little thing in a sundress to one of the most beautiful women in Korea by wearing jeans and a shirt despite being a non-native. You were a goddess. You were charming and had way of captivating everyone you met.
However, no matter how delightful you were, people always targeted your figure as it didn't fit most Korean beauty standars. Hence, the constant negative, and false comments on your body.
"Baby-girl," Namjoon adrssesed you as he reached you first. "Don't listen to her, she's wrong."
The nickname made you pause. Namjoon only addressed you in such a manner when he was serious. You loved it as it should his subtle brotherly affection for you."Is she really Namjoon? I mean, everyone thinks so too." You asked in a quiet voice, not once turning to look at him or the other members which had caught up.
'Namjoon? Oh, this definitely got to her.' They all thought as the heard you talk to the leader. You never used their names unless you were mad at them or deeply hurt.
"They're all jealous. In this country, most girls aren't as gifted as you. So when they see how much hotter you are then them. They get jealous and start sh*t." Suga replied, his voice raspy and somewhat deeper. Tome filled with nothing but raw honesty..
"Yoongi-ah is right, Y/N. It's just jealousy." Jin said with knowing smirk. He knew from experience as the visual of the group, he had also faced harsh comments targeting him due to jealousy.
"Exactly," V chimed in, with his deep voice, as he grabbed your hand as started to spin you like a model. Then pulled you in a bone-crushing hug. It was filled with love and fondness.
You tensed slightly before melting in to the hug and wrapping your arms around his waist. You breathed in his musky and familiar scent. It smelt like home.'I've been hanging around bunny too much. I start smelling everything now.' You thought amused.
"Who wouldn't want you, Y/N? You're beautiful." Jimin added with his signature crest-moon smile.
"Mhm." Jungkook and J-hope hummed. You could hear the gentle smiles in the reply.
" O-okay. I get it! Geez. Stop saying such cheesy stuff!" You slightly screeched as you pulled away from Taehyung's comforting hug. He pouted at the lose of warmth but giggled-a manly giggle, mind you- at how red your face had become.Not wanting to let them another second of how flushed your face was, you rushed into the guest/make-up room and slammed the door.
What you had failed to see was how every single one of them was staring at you fondly. Sometimes they felt like wrapping you in blankets and protecting you from the world. You were too good for it. Although, you preferred not to talk about your past they knew you had gone through many hardships. Yet you still held a kind and brave heart with a twinkle of innocence. They were not going to let envious people, like the MC, ruin that. For you they were willing to take on the whole world.
J-hope sighed out in happiness."Come on, lets hurry. She's gonna question why we took so long and I'm not going to be the one telling her that we were here trying to think of ways of making her feel better and spoiling her."
"Movie night?" Suga asked.
"Definitely. She'll love it." Jungkook aproved with a bunny smile.
With that they all walked towards the room.
____________________________________________________________________________...I changed it since some were feeling uncomfortable. I apologize on taking so long to change it.
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