Poems From A Depressed Girl

'i want to die'

Letting go is deadly
But so is holding on
Loving you hurt me
And now you're gone

I wish you'd care
And realize what you did
When you left me there
I cried like a kid

This is how villains are made
With broken hearts
They learn to kill
It's their own arts

My smile is missing
And my heart is cold
I'm all alone
With no one to hold

I have nothing left to lose
And nothing to gain
If I am dead
I won't feel the pain

Maybe I should over dose
Or get my knife
I finally know
There's no point in life

I have nothing to live for
No one needs me
You were my happiness
I'm only sad now, can't you see

I want to die
End my life
I'll slit my wrists
Without a knife

I'll tear apart my skin
With only my fingernail
I'll do it quietly
Without a single wail

I'll bleed out
And no one will know
Until the next morning
Then you'll say you love me so

Do not lie at my grave
And say you didn't know
This is my way of saying
I want to go