Marrying The Playboy

"I still..."

The Author's Drama scene

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It's been more than a year, a month and as the days goes by... Youngji still misses him

"Where is that guy anyway?" she murmured to herself while cupping her hands on her cheeks

"It's been a half of the year... and still... did he just left me?" her thoughts moved her into tears and put herself in her bed looking at the big ceiling above her, her hair scattered from her blankets keeping herself from tears

"Where are you?" her words came out while she puts her hands above her forehead... avoiding the feeling of truly missing him

she slowly closed her eyes and fell into a deep sleep...

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"Ugh..." she woke up with her pajamas on, she took breakfast and hurriedly goes to Jackson's house

'I hope your still there! You don't dare leave me! I have a couple of matters to discuss with you!'

"I hope you're still here.." she said as she let a sigh and pushed the doorbell outside the gate

*Ding**Dong*

A slight tick when a familiar lady suddenly opens the door

"Lady Maria!" she greeted her with surprise the lady also greeted her with a smile

"Oh my! Youngji? what is it?" The lady asked in a gentle voice

"Is he here?" Youngji's pointed her finger inside the house

"Oh.. If you're looking for our young master... he's back in korea" a slight shock she felt after those few sentences

"de? y-you mean?" her eyebrows collided, her emotions got mixed and everything just got crashed

"What do you mean by? do you mean he did not tell you? Oh dear I'm really sorry" Lady Maria said in a very sorry manner, trying to apologize to her

"no-no it's okay haha maybe he just texted me, I'll try to open my cellphone later" she fainted a smile and walked out and hurriedly got home to see his mom and auntie

Door bangs and her mom and auntie who was chatting was in a sudden surprise as she appeared with her eyes glaring in anger and curiosity

"Where have you been dear?" her mother's sweet voice gently went through her ears, but her ear drums we're shut from the feeling of suspicious inside her

"Stop it mom! where is he?"

"what do you-"

"HE'S GONE!! and you didn't tell me!" she shouted as she cut her mother's sentence

Youngji's auntie interrupted them

"Youngji! stop saying that!"

the conversation's atmosphere heated and Youngji's tears started to fall again

"Mom! where is he!!" she shouted again but her mom stayed in silent her eyes on the floor avoiding a gaze on Youngji

"Youngji! stop talking like that! she's still your mother!" her auntie tried to stop her but still her eyes were in great anger and pain-sorrow

she dashes to her room as she throws her belongings on the couch, her mother looked up to her trying to speak a word to her, but still she kept silent while her sister tries to comfort her

"Vannesa this is my fault" her mom murmured in deep sadness while cupping her face with her palms

"No sister... stop blaming yourself... you just did what's good for her" she held her tightly to ease her sadness and looked at Youngji's room upstairs

Youngji's POV

It's been half of the year... what did just happened? why is this happening? can I ask someone? or is it that all of that was just a fluke? a joke? those kissed we shared? those cuddles and hugs.. are those things unnecessary? why did you leave me!

I lift up my face from the outside window to catch some fresh air... I saw the day passed and passed and since then I never came out of my room... Why I was blaming my mom? she was just doing what's good for me... is it good to leave your daughter from a stranger and then when she finally fell for him... You're taking her back?

What's the purpose of that marriage anyway!

And so when I think of those things I wanted to ran away from home but I think I might have lost my mind to just be as weak as that... I need to understand her... because she's my mother

So I came down from my room and she finally came to me... her eyes were full of guilt and worries... her tears were flowing form her cheeks as she hugged me tightly

"M-mom... I'm sorry for shouting at you" I said as I hugged her back

"Oh- no it's okay.. it's my fault dear... I was just making a decision for you and I thought it would be okay... but it was'nt" she wiped my tears from my cheeks and kissed my forehead... It was so warm.. and I could feel her touch and her worries and her pain, our parents are not perfect because they're human and still.. still Mother Knows Best

"But- let's stop this so take this" mom said as she cut the drama between us,

A paper? what is this for?

"Seoul...Korea... Got7 album come back... 9 pm... 10 days to.. go" I murmured to myself and why? mom? why do you have this?

My tears we're jumbled with mixed emotions of the feeling happiness...

as my auntie came in the scene with a big bag and her fancy dress looking at me her hands on her waist

"So? are you coming or not?" she said while smiling at me those words that were delivered right through my ears... and it pounded inside my heart and dried up those heavy burdens from my tears...

My heart started to pound harder and as I walked to turn at the bathroom to have a shower... this is now happening..

Seoul Korea! I'm going! Jackson Timberlaine... Wait for me I'll come for you! I'll find you and I think I would do the most stupid thing when I finally meet you! Just wait! and To find the questions that have been hiding from all this month

after that I waved goodbye to mom and my auntie and I went to the airport

"I'm going to be fitted for you, my purpose? is to marry you?" those words came from my mouth while I was looking beside me outside the windowpane of the plane, the scenery was a bit relaxing with the vast cloud..

I still...love you

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