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Slight hope

Imagine yourself waking up in such an unfamilliar place....

It was all white with a weird smell I wish I could get up but I can't.. My head felt so heavy. I felt like I am holding the whole world on my head. I tried my best to open my eyes and I saw someone by my side..holding both my hands. As I moved my hand to support me, that person woke up and shocked to see me. I bet that person is a 'he'. I never woke up from a sleep feeling this way...feeling so lost and confused but a grateful feeling also came hitting me at the same time. I wanted to cry,to shout...but , Why?

I sat on an unfamilliar bed..

After a few minutes, I started to realize that something happened to me. I wish I knew what was it cause' this feeling ain't good. I hate it. I wanted to throw it far away from me. But, it was as if I got one more chance. The moment I woke up seeing someone beside me, holding onto me gave me a slight of hope to keep fighting and try to figure out what happened, what is going on and what will happen.

The guy came back with a doctor and a nurse. I looked at them not knowing what reaction to give.

"Miss Amy,are you feeling okay?"the doctor spoke out. Amy...that's my name. 

    "Yes.. I..I am fine. But.. I am feeling a bit lost. Could you leave me for 10 minutes and come back later..let me think for a while"

"Okay if that's what you want..we'll come back later"

I smiled at them and nodded. The guy sat beside me and leaned closer to me. I took a closer look at him and close my eyes to start thinking of an identity of the guy infront of me. I opened my eyes and smiled. Tears started to flow down. I hugged him and whisper 'thank you for being here with me'. He hugged me back and told me thank you for being alive.

Now, everything started to make sense... the reason of what I felt in the beginning and his presence. At least, for now, I can smile and reunited with his harmony and calmness that I had been longing for.