Invisible

Freshman: 2

Not only did becoming her friend bite me in the butt but it was also very intimidating. She was one of those people who liked to one up another person. Always got to have the best and biggest thing. I guess that is why SHE got Conner, not me.

I couldn't do anything about her and Conner. Of course I was dying in the inside, but on the outside I had to fake a smile or laugh.

However, he wasn't the nicest person in the world, if I'm being honest.

They really fit each other's personality. She was a spoiled brat who always got what she wanted, he was the boy that had one of the nicest houses in town which meant he was well-off and had a sort of arrogance to him that made everybody want to either be him or have him.

When I first met him he was super nice, he always had a smile on his face. Always. There were days when I could remember being in the worst mood but seeing his face, made it so much better. Even if I couldn't admit it to anyone.

After a few months of them dating though, he started to become like her, personality wise.

He was very materialistic, very "I have to have the best and I am better than you so you can't sit here" that kind of attitude.

I remember one day, Conner, Karlie, and I were sitting outside during lunch and Karlie had to use the restroom, well that just left Conner and I by ourselves. We were talking about something and I guess I said something that he did not agree with and he called me a cunt. I was really upset and hurt but I couldn't say anything to Karlie because I knew how much she liked him. Eventually that day he apologized but it really didn't feel good that my best friends boyfriend called me that.

I obviously at that time didn't have a backbone because if it had been today I would have called him something worse.

He wasn't a complete and total jerk until the end of our Freshman year. When all crap hit the ceiling fan.