The Awkward Tiffany Chronicles

Choir practice

I'm not the most social person.. because everytime I try to go and socialize I get to nervous and I become all awkward and crawl back into my shell.

I do have friends though, more friends outside of school than inside of school though. Becaude of some issues I had at school last year, I never really talked to a lot of people. Still don't because I'm shy.

I also suck at making conversation. I'm scared of saying the wrong thing, and I'm scared people are going to find me boring. What do people even want to talk about these days 🤔

One day during choir practice, my friend wasn't there so I sat next to some of my other friends. I tried to start up a conversation.

"Hey Yari, you excited for choir practice, wooo choir practice!!"

.................

Yeah don't be like me, please don't. That is not how you start up a conversation 😨.

Then my other friend started to take a selfie. I wanted to be a part so instead of asking if I could be a part I photobombed. That was a fail. My other friend showed up but didn't sit next to me. So I was just there being the awkward bean that I am.

Other times during sectionals while everyone is talking I'm off to the side staring at my phone screen hoping someone... ANYONE even my immature annoying ex or my mother so I can look like I'm doing something. I can't go on social media because of my data limit and service in my ratchet school sucks in pretty much every area of the school.

By the time choir is over I blast outta there, before I make a fool of myself