Chapter 1

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I can't feel anything right now. Going to her burial hurts me so much. Why. Why her? of all people why her? She's too young and full of joy. If i can only turn back the time. I should've not let her go alone. Its my fault.

"Chanyeolie please let us in. You've been there eversince she died. Please. Let us in."

"CHANYEOL PLEASE LET US IN! YOU'VE BEEN THERE SINCE FOREVER!"

It's all my fau-

Blag!

"Chanyeol hyung what happend to you?"

I didn't mind the other members going in.

"Chanyeol jebal move on!"

Move on? Damn if it was easy i already did. But no, i just can't.

"Hyung, if it was easy i did it that long ago. But it's too hard to move on from her. She was my everything."

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Luhan's POV

"Hyung, if it was easy i did that long ago. But it's too hard to move on from her. She was my everything."

Poor dongsaeng. He's really hurt. We all are, she was a really kind. A girl that a man can ask for. Lee Hye Jinra why did you leave us like that?

*sigh*

But we can't do anything about it anymore. She passed away . And even EXO especially Chanyeol can't move on and believe what happend to her. She was the one who taught us a lot of things. Jinra dongsaeng made us one again.

Although for a short time knowing her, with Kris and Tao she was special for us. We're thankful to her for making us one again. I just really hope that accident happen. We should have been celebrating with her right now. Celebrating the day we become one. The day she let us realize that leaving EXO was not an option to not to be tired. Way back on 2013 we were so busy because schedules, practices, and many more that we couldn't balance our health and family with our career. Many fans are always there for us. She made us realize those things. Not only to the 3 of us but to the 12 of us.

It was a big loss of SMent when she died. Not only that she was Lee So Man's step niece and step cousin of Sunny sunbae but to us, in this company she helped a lot of people. She made many people in the kpop industry happy with her silliness and helped them with their problems.
Its just too early for her to die. She was too young.

Her co-artist that met and worked with her was heavily hurt of her loss. Fans too were so so hurt especially her friends and group, the Yellow Skies.

"Chanyeol it's not only you who got hurt. Many people are. Please for your sake try to freshen up a bit. Its her last day today why don't we go?" Suho told him

"Its only us who hadn't been there. Come on, we should go Jinny dongsaeng will haunt us if we don't show up there!" Tao trying to lift the atmosphere up(but i know his half scared tss)

"Come on we'll clean your room, just go to the bathroom and fix yourself." I told him and surprisingly he didn't complain. What a relief.

"It feels really weird when Chanyeol hyung is sad. He's the happy virus they both were"

"Yeah i feel you Kai, all of us does. I mean who wouldn't miss her laugh? It's the funniest laugh I've ever heard and now we can't hear it anymore." Sehun said. It true, her laugh is so loud but it can make you really laugh even if you're so sad.

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⏰ Last updated: Mar 29, 2018 ⏰

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