It's Two Much

Thoughts of The

      The purpose of life is to , create more life, explore the world and spread that word with others...on repeat. The connection I feel with the twins is beyond the words that flow through my mouth. It's deeper than what i can imagine and i'm honestly scared to admit this feeling to the twins. They are probably old enough to be my father. Speaking of my beloved maker, he was always kind and inspirational as far as what my mother tells me. I never got to meet him and sometimes I wonder what he would say in situations like this. Wait...what am i thinking, of course the urge to kiss Cole while Cody places kisses in other areas of my body is not normal. my mind has never thought these naughty things until the twins came into my life. Maybe i should stay away from them, that way the pressure that i feel when I am around them will never come to surface again, but i must admit that this will definitely be over-whelming. 

      I had an amazing time with the twin at their night club, though i was uncomfortable with the nearly naked bodies dancing around me, Cole made me feel like it was only us on the dance floor. The chemistry between the two of us could be spotted a mile away, i feel like that moment on the floor allowed me to consider making my own decisions in life.

laying in my bed with nothing but a big t-shirt , i gazed at the ceiling just thinking of several ways to avoid two people who literally lives a few steps  away from my home. being around the twins can cause some trouble and i don't know what will happen if 'm not around them...ever. 

i gathered a loose crop top and some gray shorts along with panties, for my bath. as i ran my bath water i couldn't help but get this eerie feeling in my chest. like someone was watching me , i shut the door to the bathroom and got undressed. i gathered my locos into a high bun and dipped into my hot bowl of freedom. my mind begins to relax as my thoughts drift off to elsewhere. 

There a few inches in front of me stood the twins, their eyes glow so bright in my darkly lit room. Cole grabbed my left leg and pulled me down my bed, one of their hands lay on each of my thighs. "Cole...Cody, I'm sorry i haven't come to see you guys in a while, I w-was trying to avoid you-" a strange growl came from the twins causing chills to run down my spine. Cody kneels down and places kisses along my inner thigh, while Cole gets onto my bed and sits behind me. he places rough kisses against my neck, it feels nice until-

"this will show you not to avoid us again." is what Cole says before a sharp pain comes from my neck and soon after my inner thigh. 

I jump up from my slumber and reach for a towel to wrap around my body. what the hell have i dreamt of, it felt so real and i just can't fathom the thought. the sharp pain from my neck and inner thigh still lingers. maybe staying in my lonesome will be the best solution for me.