being me is hard an i'm only 13 years old I feel my life is nothing but living hell I feel like I ben through hell an back 50 times it seems like it only get worse every time. I have only have a few friends in my life some I don't even trust or that I have to act fake to them because I don't like them but i'm not mean so I don't tell them. People piss me off so bad I just want to explode but I hold it in. Men I hate men they always want me too do stuff I don't want to do. Like why do they pick me over these other pretty girls why? I don't want to tell people cause I will hate to see the pain on people faces. Some people think i'm stupid when i'm not i'm just weird or you just a little bit smatter than me so what, that don't mean i'm dumb. I hear people say they want to be me and in my head im saying to myself no you don't my life is a war zone.
