Opposites - Marcus Gunnarsen.

Part eleven.

it's 7pm.

I still wasn't at the park.

I had some stuff to take care of.

But I was on my way to the park now.

I really don't see why this Gunnarsen boy want to spend so much time with me for writing a stupid assignment about me.

If it had been any other person from my class, they wouldn't even have tried to talk to me.

They would just have written about which bitch/emo girl I am.

Because that's how they see me.

I had reached the entrance of the park.

I started walking in and towards my tree.

I could see him.

He had a black hoodie on and he had pulled the hood over his head.

He was sitting on a bench besides the tree.

I could see his face from the light from his phone.

He hadn't noticed me.

I walked over and stopped in front of him.

He looked up.

His blond hair fell down in front of his face.

He took his hand up and ran his fingers through his hair.

Marcus-"Hey".

He gave me an intense eye contact.

I nodded my head as an answer and sat down beside him.

Me-"Let's just get this over. So, don't talk, just listen".

He nodded his head and looked at his fingers.

I could tell he was nervous.

But I was more.

I usually don't get nervous over things.

And I usually don't tell people about my life.

And I usually aint nice to people.

There is just something about Gunnarsen.

I don't like him! Ew.

I just can't be mean to him.

His brown eyes remind me of my dad.

I feel like I'm hurting my dad if I'm mean to Marcus.

Urgh I hate this sympathy feeling.

Me-"And I swear, if you tell anybody I'm going to...I'm...."

I didn't know what to say.

On one side I really don't care about what he thinks and who he tells.

But on the other side I'm going to be kinda sad if he tells or makes fun of it.

This is the only thing I don't want people to make fun of, and that's why I haven't told anybody.

Marcus-"don't worry, you can trust me. I won't tell anybody".

He put his hand on my leg.

I don't know why, but it relaxed me.

But it was still kinda weird and awkward that he did that.

And he could see that I felt awkward with it, so he removed his hand again.

I took a deep breath.

Me-"Well. I have been happy the most of my life. Everything was just amazing. I had friends. I came home to nice dinner everyday after school. Until I turned 12 years old. On my birthday, 25th august. My...my dad. He passed away".

My voice cracked.

Oh hell.

I swear if I start crying in front of Gunnarsen.

No, I can't cry, I haven't cried in 3 years.

I continued.

Me-"My dad was my best friend. I felt bad for him. He always took care of me and worked so hard, I just didn't know before it was too late. He was the only one of my parents that care for me, supported me and worked hard for me. I thought it was both of my parents but it wasn't. while my dad was being my hero, my mom went around and spend all his money and cheated on my dad whit several men, and got drunk every weekend I was at a sleepover. Now that my dad isn't here to take care of me, I have no one. My mom gets drunk everyday, she uses all the money that my dad left for me and she is never home and I'm never home. This tree is where I come when I don't want to be any where else".

I pointed at the tree in front of us.

I was telling too much.

He knows too much now.

I just couldn't stop.

I took a deep breath.

I have never said out loud how I really feel.

This is really emotional for me.

I haven't looked at him since I started talking.

I looked up.

He looked terrified.

Marcus-"Y/N I'm so sorry to hear that. I really had no clue".

His soft voice, I couldn't be here anymore.

This was too overwhelming for me.

I stood up and started to walk away.

Quickly I could her him get up too.

Marcus-"Y/N don't go, I'll help you".

Me-"No Marcus I don't want any help, I still haven't even told you the whole story and you look terrified. This is going to end bad if you know more, and you already know too much. Thank you for listening, but don't treat me different when we see each other in school tomorrow, just act like nothing ever happened".

I walked away.

I hope he understood what I said.

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