The Beast Within Me

I'm Not Crazy...

Third person p.o.v

Just another gloomy day at Kusatsu Hospital with everyone busy at work with the sick patients. Of course these weren't your average patients who are sick with a small cold or a small injury of any source but, this hospital was filled with patients who are sick...mentally.

A hospital filled with people with mental disorders or how society like to call them 'the crazy people'. Footsteps can be heard going back and forth in the hallways of the busy hospital. Screaming, crying , and a hysterically crazy laughter can be heard within the patients room.

Although there is one particular room that catches the eye of many doctors and nurses. The patient that is inside in this room is not crazy though but people think that she is because of things she did.

A doctor walks out of that room while sighing in defeat. A fellow work mate sees the doctor and walks towards him and then decides to ask,

"Any news yet?? "

"No. She keeps on insisting that it wasn't her that it was the beast within her."

"But what if she is saying the truth??"

"Don't say such idiotic thing!! She is not a normal human being like us!! She's in there for a reason you know!!! She's a psychopath!"

"Jeez I'm sorry it was just a thought..."

"Well then say something that actually help me! It's been a week already and she still won't spill."

"Things like this take time you know..."

"Yes your right... I'm sorry for yelling at you I'm just stressed out. Especially since she is extremely well known. People want answers but I can't tell them this... they won't believe it."

"I know what you mean... I guess we will just have to keep trying.."

"Yes your right. Let's get back to work."

With that they both walk away but what they don't know is behind that door there she was eavesdropping with her ear placed onto the cold metallic door. After she had heard that conversation she just sat there hugging her knees close to her pale body rocking back and forth just repeating those three words to herself,

"I'm not crazy...I'm not crazy...I'm not crazy..."

Suzuka P.O.V

I'm not crazy... I'm not crazy... why wont they just believe me?!?!? I hug my knees tighter feeling my tears falling down my cheeks one after another.

"Of course they aren't going to believe you Suzuka. Your just a crazy person to them."

I ignore that stupid voice in my head and just stare at the white wall. After a few seconds of silence the voice in my head comes back and then says in a teasing voice,

"Awww is little suzuka mad at me?? Get used to it sweetie because I'm all you got."

"Just shut up already!!!"

I grab a handful of my hair from each side of my head and pull my hair wanting the voice in my head to just leave me alone. It's all because that stupid voice in my head that ruined my life. That stupid voice in my head is the beast not me!! That beast is within me is to strong for me to fight back with. The voice in my head made me kill them I didn't want to hurt anyone...

"Oh come on Suzuka it was fun to kill them all!! Even you were laughing at the faces they made when you tortured them!"

"IT WAS YOU WHO DID ALL THOSE HORRIBLE THINGS NOT ME!!!"

"Oh really now? I don't recall people seeing me with blood all over my hands."

"Just leave me alone..."

"Just accept the fact that you did it. No one is going to believe you either way."

"I didn't do it just fuck off already!"

" Oh using profanity little Suzuka. I must be getting on your nerves aren't I?"

I start screaming rolling around the floor not knowing what to do. That stupid voice will never leave even after everything it caused. I hear foot steps running most likely towards my room. The white metallic door swung open revealing 4 male nurses with one of them having a shot in their hand.

The other three get a hold of me as I try to get them off me with all my might. As must and I squirmed around and screamed nothing worked. The nurse who had the shot walked towards me and then looked into my eyes giving me a sad look and then he said,

"I'm sorry Miss Nakamoto but it's a part of my job now please stay still."

Even after he said that it just went through one ear and out through the other. I kept and squirming around until I felt a small pinch on my left arm. After a few seconds I felt my body going weaker and weaker with my eyes getting drowsy. I then hear them all walk away with one of them snickering,

"Ha what a crazy girl. Such a wasted of a pretty face."

I just stayed there on the cold floor looking at the door then I say faintly,

"I'm not crazy..."

A/N

HEY GUYS! SORRY FOR POSTING THIS FIRST CHAPTER VERY LATE BUT I SERIOULY FORGOT ABOUT THIS BOOK THEN REALIZING IT ON LIKE THE DAY AFTER ;-;-;-; THEN ONCE I REALIZED IT I JUST ALL OF A SUDDEN STARTED TO PROCRASINATE BUT HERE IT IS FINALLY!! IM SORRY ;-;-;-;-; I HOPE YOU ALL ENJOYED THIS CHAPTER!! SO AFTER THIS CHAPTER THE REST WILL JUST BE LIKE A FLASHBACK OF HOW IT ALL STARTED BUILDING UP TO WHERE SUZUKA IS NOW!! THIS FIRST CHAPTER PROBABLY WASN'T AS INTRESTING AS I THOUGHT BUT I'LL TRY TO IMPROVE IT IN THE NEXT CHAPTER!!! ANYWAYS I WILL TRY TO WRITE AS OFTEN AS I CAN AND I HOPE I STOP PROCRASINATING AS WELL BECAUSE I FEEL SHITTY FOR NOT WRITING FOR A LONG PERIOD OF TIME. ALSO DON'T FORGET TO VOTE COMMENT AND FOLLOW ME I'LL FOLLOW YOU RIGHT BACK!! ALSO CHECK OUT Moui_Mizuchi AkMetalDeath Little_One_CanRead and Valamares THEY ARE AMAZING PEOPLE SO GO CHECK THEM OUT AS WELL. THAT'S ALL FOR NOW UNTIL NEXT TIME SEE YOU!!!