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Special: Ugly

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Ugly ~ 2NE1

No matter what happened years ago (2009-2010)

I will remember those scars they've gave me... I was new to school and I thought that it'll be fun like elementary!

But no! I was wrong... me being bullied for some dumb reason really made me the ugliest girl in the WHOLE school. I was most talked about.

Every day, every corner, every where I turn I was abused verbally.

I remember two boys put up drawings of two girls in my class in the hallway. It was a very funny picture... I help draw those pictures because I wanted to be cool with those boys. Which I was with one.

That day I saw the pictures up in the hallway, I got very scared that they put something up about me... I was gladly, wrong!

But from that year, I remember praying to God, asking that people can see me for than my looks. For them to see me as a beautiful girl, none the less than any other girl. Nobody did...

But I also remembered those times when I wanted to get a knife, and stab myself to death! Man I wished I did sometimes... but I remember talking myself out of it because I knew that I had a family who deeply loved me...

'I think I'm ugly! And nobody wants to love me!

Just like her I want to be pretty!

So don't lie to my face!

Tellin' me I'm pretty,

Because I know I'm UGLY!!!!

I cried myself then, and I will now... but I now know: to NEVER let those stupid ignorant kids in my school bully me, into wanting to kill myself...

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A/N: listen to Ugly by 2NE1. Very imprtant. True chapter... :'C I'm alright now :D. I have good bffs. And I want to say to u guys who are being bullied... (oh and not edited)

Don't let anyone bully you into YOU wanting it to end, by killing yourself.

Be on the look out for my next chapter in Let's Talk :-X : Bullying! Thnx for reading, happy reading + vote + comment and + fan. Thnx once again...

Love you guys!