Pink Flower

Emptiness

My life is breaking...
Should I go back to that dark place that once trapped me into emptiness.
Wanting to be oblivious of what's going on around me.
Ignoring everyone that's trying to help me...
Ignoring the pink flowers in the garden and focusing on the insects biting and destroying the beautiful masterpiece Mother Nature created.

Focus

Don't run away from your problems.
Feel every emotion cause one day you won't feel anything.
You will just sit on a cloud looking down at the little shadows
Wondering what you could have done differently.
Wondering if you should have gone out instead of staying in the safe comfort of your cold empty room trapped in your thoughts.
Wondering if you made the right decision of choosing between the blue or red pill all while not knowing what the outcome would be.
Having darkness take over.
The only difference is...
the darkness is now an eternity of loneliness and wallowing.
Feeling the sadness take over your body again.
Feeling the emptiness become the dictator of you thoughts.

Try

Try and focus on the future and have hope that it's better...
Have hope you will accomplish all the goals you have tucked away in your mind.
Behind the thoughts of regret and uncertainty.
Try and picture your family and friends reaction of a life without you and muster the courage to never cause them such pain.

Picture

Picture all the accomplishments you will achieve once you go out and actually do something with your life.
Know you have only ONE life and you should live it to the fullest.
Once it's gone that's it.
No more.
No more second chances.
No more going out with friends or family.
No more staying in to bing watch the new shows.
No more nothing
An eternity of emptiness.
That is all that's left
Emptiness