Graclyn baby?!

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There always running there mouths about something that I do they say i'm a bad mother..Bad girlfriend and I shouldn't live anymore so I listened
I couldn't see anything my eyes were blurry Stephen was out after a game and the girls were with Sonya I was crying so hard the "fans" thought I was terrible I felt like I was with Zac again wanting to just slit my fucking throat but I walk slowly to the kitchen and grab the sharpest knife and start cutting my arms til they bleed so much that I can't feel them I cut up and down and I heard the door open and I drop the knife and fall to the floor with blood pouring out of my arms and Stephen walks in and starts yelling as he sees the blood pour out of my fragile arms I hear his cries for me to wake up but I can't he calls the ambulance and holds my small fragile unconcious body and the ambulance finally gets there and he keeps asking himself "Why? why baby? I love you..I can't lose you" and he cries so much more I wish I could do something but I can't the doctors had to take me back to get blood tranfusions so I could live and they had to fix me up. After a few hours I was back in my room still not awake because I was so tired..and drained and he was still asking himself why and I thought.
Sorry I'm not as perfect as you thought and you can't get everything you want and I wish they would have just let me die

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