the worst distraction

No holiday

I wake disoriented lazy eyed in the middle of the day full of despair and regret, but surprisingly no feeling of anger just sadness I'm so sad I look over at Gavin a shell of a boy that I thought I knew memories of us flash though my mind all the good times and then my. Reverie is demolished by pain I look down at my arms pain and purple bruises they don't hurt as much as the fact as to who gave them to me someone that I thought could never harm me ever but he did now I'm angry I feel lied to I feel betrayed big time we're supposed to be like this model couple but this is nothing to look up too this relationship is over it has to be. I look at the time and realize I'm late to school but I then remember winter ❄️ break just started I get up as quietly as possible to grab my phone from the kitchen table downstairs this is not the girl I am I've always been so strong I tip toe down the stairs as quiet as possible and grab my phone *3 missed calls from Taylor
And *1 voicemail. JoJo are you okay just text me call me I need to know where are you I'm worried maybe I'm being stupid call me.

Trying to be obsolete I type a text
Me: Taylor can you come pick me up I'm at gavins House and some really bad stuff went down yesterday. HURRY.!!!
The stairs creek......
What are you doing ? Gavin says
Nothing.
I'm just ready to leave
Leave where?
Away from here from you all of this.
Is this because of yesterday? Because what happened then will never happen again.
I can't take that chance
.... he steps closer to me
****my phone buzzes and there's a knock at the door 🚪 JORDAN....Taylor says at the door and for the first time this morning I can breathe. I start towards the door
Where are you going he follows me to the door I open it and then tell Taylor to hurry up and get me out of here.
Taylor: WHAT HAPPE........
Me:TAYLOR! Please.....
I walk out
Gavin: YOULL REGRET THIS WERE NOT DONNNE WERE NEVVVER DONE