Befriending One Direction *ON HOLD*

A/N

Um, hey guys... Look I promised you guys I wouldn't disappear again but looks like I've just fallen off the side of the earth without a trace. I just want to say why I haven't updated in a month... I'm going through a pretty tough time. My best friend moved four hours away, my other best friend isn't even at my school anymore, and my other best friend is an hour away so I have no one. I'm really lonely and keep pushing everyone away. I hate everyone and everything and want to murder anything that crosses my path. Not to mention one good friend of mine started dating the guy I liked and they didn't even have feelings for each other they just didn't want to be single. And I'm even getting on teachers nerves by not being as happy and upbeat as I used to be. My homeroom teacher screamed at me for wanting to listen to music. I started crying the next period and had to go to the restroom most of the class. Summer is also freaking busy for me and all I want is just a summer because I didn't get one last year either. Most importantly I've been pushing my friends and you guys away from me too. Remember when I said I hate everyone? I meant it. I only tolerate my friends. And you know Kitten? AKA Liliana and Jess in my stories, I've been pushing her away too and I don't like it. But it's just easier. I just wanted to tell you guys why I haven't updated any stories. I'm really sorry and understand if you hate me, but I still love you guys.

XOXO.

Love, Aaliyah.