the vaporwave ep

Between my 

shaky voice

and your

steady hands,

is there much missing?

or is something just 

so viciously here 

that i didn't

even realize

how empty i was.

your sunshine,

your flames licking 

my lips

nothing is missing

but you.

once, 

i asked you

why the world was so cold 

and you said, 

“baby, it gets warmer.”

and that was all it took.

and i loved you

i love you.

and i fell,

              and fell,

                          and fell.

theres something about

having someone.

someone 

who’s all yours.

someone 

who knows your body too well,

someone 

who wants to get too close to the fire inside of you,

someone 

who isn’t afraid to love you

even if you know you’ll just

destroy each other.

even if you’re 

willingly 

blind off your ass.

the world is too fucking big.

and i’m too small.

and when i tried to make everything 

disappear, 

when i tried to make everything

hurt less

my hands were 

nothing; 

my hands were

useless

compared to yours.

they’re just as tremulous as my voice.

they refuse to touch me