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Previously~

Yoongi got on his feet and let out a hand to Taehyung.

Taehyung grabbed his hand and stood up....frowning.

"When..is your death?" Taehyung asked.

'I want to see your heart...I want to see your feelings for me, Jin. I'm holding onto that last strand of hope..'


The whole ward froze with silence once again.

Yoongi just smiled with his gummy smile forcing across his face. 

"Hm..yeah...4 days I guess. I have enough time left to spend with Jin."


All the members abruptly stood and looked Yoongi dead in the eye. 

"STOP FOOLING AROUND! YOU'RE JOKING RIGHT!!??!" Namjoon voiced out.

"STOP LYING HYUNG!!"Taehyung screamed and soon the ward was filled with chaos and bombarded questions.


Yoongi..he just kept still.


"Its the truth, kids. I came here to be by Jin's side when he is going to give birth to my child...Its my sin. I shall atone for it." Yoongi smiled once more showing his forced smile.

The ward went into silence once more, this time in shock

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The ward went into silence once more, this time in shock.

"These 4 days is more than enough for me. Thank you so much for all these years. But I wished from the bottom of my heart that..I could have my last concert, last rap song, last photo, last wishes before I go...I can only wish for one thing now..Please be happy! And Namjoon... please take care Jin and my child.." Yoongi bowed down.

"Thank you for being with me! Bangtan Sonyeondan!" Yoongi croaked out as he felt his eyes getting blurry.

'Eh? Why is my vision blurring up?' Yoongi questioned himself as raw tears started to drip.

'It's raw, everything, raw tears, raw emotions. I can't stop... I can't stop. Why can I not stop crying?'

His world was crumbling. His dream was shattering.


Afterall, he's only human.


Yoongi brought his sleeve up to wipe away the salted tears.

Once again, he faced the member with a bright smile. 

But they all knew the facade behind that sad smile.

All of them, were tearing silently.

"If I could ask, can you leave me Jin for 4 days? This is my last wish..." Yoongi asked gently.

All of them teared up even more before Hoseok spoke up. "Lets go guys..." Hoseok walked towards a sobbing Taehyung, who then leaned into his shoulder and sobbed even more.

All of them trudged out of the ward and Namjoon was last.

He took one last glance at Yoongi before mumbling. "Don't worry hyung, I'll take care of Jin and our baby." and left, shutting the ward door.


"I know you would.." Yoongi whispered, sat on the chair before turning his attention back to the sleeping Jin. He smiled and gently placed his warm hand to caress Jin's forehead. He slowly leaned down, pushed the bangs away and placed a small kiss on it.

"You look so beautiful...." Yoongi whispered as his eyes traveled down to Jin's enlarging belly.

Yoongi stood up a little before placing a small kiss on the belly.

"Hey kiddo...its your daddy. Although I have no right to call myself one, just know that I love you. Take care of your papa and be a kid. Listen to him and never let him down. Don't break his heart...like I did. By the time you come into this world, you won't be able to see me..But I'll be always watching you.." Yoongi whispered, allowing small drops of tears to glide down his cheek.

"It hurts so bad..I want to stay. I don't want to die..! I want us to be a happy family.. I'm so selfish.." Yoongi sobbed as he fell back on his chair. His read-rimmed eyes staring at Jin's peaceful face.

He gripped onto Jin's shirt by the side and let his head sink into them.

"I'm so sorry Jin hyung....!!" He croaked into Jin's shirt. His shoulders shaking with grief, tears were streaming down his already wet cheeks.



'I know you are,Yoongi...'   A lone tear escaped Jin's dry, tear stained face. He wasn't awake but he could hear the conversations.

He heard them all, all the confessions. 


And he forgave Yoongi.


Yoongi was unaware of the lone tear dripping from Jin's already closed eyes.

He kept sobbing and sobbing into Jin's shirt. It was the only way to release all the pain locked inside.

HEYA ANGELS!! WAS THIS DEPRESSING OR NA?! I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH PLEASE TAKE CARE AND EAT WELL OKAY!?

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