Im jUst a sImpLe gUy wIth ThE simpLe neEdS, SimPLe dReaMs aNd a VeRy sImpLe LifE.
uNTiL oNe DaY, i mEt tHis PeRsoN wHo tUrnEd mY woRLd uPsIde dOwN. i nEvEr tHoughT i cOuLd LoVe sOmEoNe LikE hIm, a pErSoN wHoSe liFe wAs vErY cOmpLicAtEd. dEsPiTe oF hIS fLaWs, i kNoW "hE's tHe oNe" , tHe mAn i'D LiKe tO sPeNd tHe rEsT oF mY LiFe wiTh.So.,wE dEciDEd tO LiVe toGeTheR aFaR fRoM mY fAmiLy aNd FriEnds
eAcH dAY wiTh HiM iS LiKe hEaVen tO mE. We'Re aLwaYs hApPY, wE're so iN LoVe aNd oFcoUrse wE aLwaYs wAnted To mAKe LoVe. YeS theRe wE'Re aLso TrIaLs bUt We wErE aBLe tO CoPe Up wiTh iT bECauSE wE kNoW tHaT aS LoNg wE hAVe eAcH oThEr , eVeRyThiNg wiLL bE oKaY.
AfTer FeW yEaRs oF bEiNg ToGetHer, iT cAmE tO a pOinT tHAt i LoSt mY LonGinGs fOr hIm. i ThoUght iT wAs jUsT nORmaL aNd wE'Re jUsT oKaY, bUT hIs dEsiRe To mAkE LoVe wHicH i OfTeN rEFusEd tO pUsHed hIm tO cHeaT oN mE nOt onLy oNcE bUt a LoT oF tImEs.
bUt tHeN bEcAUse oF mY iNfIniTe LoVe fOr Him, thouGh iT wAs sO dIfFicULt FoR mE tO ForGiVe aNd FoRgEt, i sTiLL gAVe hIm aNoThEr cHaNcE, wItHoUt KnoWiNg tHaT hE sTiLL cHeaTinG; uNtiL oNe dAY, hE wAs vErY sIcK aNd DiaGnoSed wItH AIDS.
i Was sO sHoCkeD, i CriEd a LoT aNd i aSkEd GOD, wHy hIm? aBruptLy, ThE dOctOr aDviSed mE tO uNdeRgO sOmE tEstS bEcaUSe tHeRe iS 90% pOsSibILity tHaT i'LL bE iNfEcted.
tHe dOcTor wAs rIghT , i wAs aLso dIaGnoSeD WiTh ThE SaMe sIcKneSS. i wAs iN dEniAL bECaUsE i wAs sO aFrAiD. HoW wiLL i AbLe tO cOmFoRt aNd tAKe gOoD cArE oF mY pArTnEr iF i aLsO nEeD tO tAkE cArE oF mYsELf.
i wAs fOrCeD tO bE sTroNg fOr bOtH oF uS. i wAs vErY sAdDenEd wAtChInG tHe LoVe oF mY LiFe sUfFerRInG, gEtTinG tIrEd aNd tHerE wAs nO cURe. 7MonThS aFtEr, HiS hEaRt sTopS bEaTiNg, hiS TiRed HaNdS pUT tO rEsT aNd fiNaLLy, GOD pUt HiS aRmS aRoUnD hIm aNd wHiSpErEd "cOmE To mE". aT FiRsT, i cAnT aCcEpT iT, i cAnT iMaGiNed mYseLf wiThoUt hIm aNd i EvEn wAnTeD to ALsO dIe.
iT wAs mY dOwNfALL bUt tHrOugH tHe hELp oF mY FamILy aNd fRieNds, wHoM i WanTeD tO tHaNk fOr eNcOurAgiNg mE tO aTteNd FeaSt, i HaVe a LoT oF ReaLizAtIons, i sTarTed tO aCcEpt tHinGs aCcOrdIng to tHe wiLL oF GOD, LiKe tHe dEaTh oF tHe mAn i TrULy LoVe.
mY bELovEd is nOw wiTh oUr cReaTor. ThOugh GOD bRoKe mY HeaRt, hE oNLy pRoVeD tO mE tHaT hE oNLy tAkEs tHe bESt. NoW, iS tHe TiMe tO fOLLow tHe pUrPosE oF GOD iN cReAtIng mE, i hAvE a mIssIoN, my LiFe/LovE StOrY cOuLd bE aN iNsPirAtIon to oTheRs, To gIVe tHeM hOpE aNd sTreNgth tO LiVe LoNgEr dEsPiTe oF MiSeRy.
GOD iS gIvInG uS HaRdsHip oR dIFFicUltIes iN LiFe, oNLy TeaCh uS nOt To bE dEpEnDenT tO oThErs bUt tO sTaNd oN oUr oWn.
bE bRaVe, AcCept tHe gOod aNd bAd tHiNgs iN LiFe beCaUse tHaT wiLL mAkE uS am bEtTer pErSon. iF yOu fELL tHaT you';Re LiFe iS a mEsS, RemEmbEr tHaT pRaYer iS vErY pOwErFuL.wE aRe aLL sPecIaL iN GOD's eYeS bUt i'M pReTtY sUrE tHaT i'm oNe oF hIs fAvoRiTes bEacAuSe hE gAve mE tHis kInD oF sIcknEss, sO i cAn rEcoGniZehIm aNd bE cLoSe To hIm.
NoW i cAn rEaLLy sAY tHaT i'M HapPy aGaIN And pOSitIvE. KaYa Ko Ba? oo kAkAyANIN Ko TaLaGa!
in those days he deposrted to the mountain to pray and he spent the night in the prayer to GOD> luke6:12