Want you back

Miss her like crazy

Carter POV

five years....it's been five fucking years since i saw her or even hear her voice five years of non stop loving her and hoping that one day she'll come back and i would do anything to win her love back...the chance and steps i'll make to get her even if i fall down...i would do anything just like she did to get me...well pack is a pack when Lexi knew Tori was my mate first she was furious then Kay got mad and beat the hell out of her but Lexi tried and tried to seduce me all over again but i focused on finding Tori and get back my Luna and the mother of our Pups then Lexi stopped and decided to be friends with me and so no more pack slut only normal pack already i was more devastated when we started to encounter rouges near our packs planning on attacking us since Tori was gone rouges has been near and we contact the council asking for help from the other packs they said that they would let the Blue Dimes Pack train us and i agreed i've heared about the pack and they are the strongest pack in the country and a very specific girl they always say she is a very good fighter and have a hell sexy body but i don't care i only want my mate and that's all i ever want...i was writing something when Kay showed up

"hey bro!…hows the rouge thing?" she ask Kay and i had been good for the past years she is still torn about Tori but she apoligize to me for acting that way and i told her i understand who wouldn't right?! i sigh deeply and she laugh

"i guess it's still complicated huh?!" i chuckled and she shook her head

"well i just want to ask about that and ask you if you want to eat with us Jack,Chris and i are eating to Aunties Bakery...it's one of Tori's favorite places i remembered when ate a lot of her favorite cookies and cupcakes while we....." after realizing what she's saying she faced me with guilt and i gave her a weak smile

"it's okay i understand you know....you really love her don't you?…it's like haft of your world revolves around her and your mate and the rest is for friends and family"i said she laugh and so did i

"it's not that!…it's just i missed her and i want to see her again she's been like my sister since diapers cause whenever her mom takes care of us i get to play with her while you go with your friends" she offered a smile but tears in her eyes and went to hug her and she smiled back

"i know....i know...i  also miss her and i will assure you i will get her back and we'll be happy together forever okay?"i said and she nods dhe stood up and bid her good bye i was again left alone in my office thinking on how to get her back.

Jack POV

it's been five years since Tori was gone and i've felt like hell...even if i was not her mate i was worried sick since we were kids i was always at her side and never leaving her but ofcourse by getting older means new responsibilities i've always prayed that she's my mate but the moon goddess have other plabs for me i guess...now we're heading to Auntirs Bakery one of Toris favorite place to eat and i smiled

"hey man! you've been spacing out the whole ride....i said get out were here already" Chris said with smirk while Kay chuckled i rolled my eyes at them

"i guess...your thinking of her again?…you know you can't right?! his my brothers mate not yours" Kay said with a smirk knowing thats true when they knew about my affection for Tori they were shocked but Kay was different mixed emotion of shock and anger saying i can't because its his brothers mate

"yeah!mate or not i really miss her it's been five whole years without her and it's hell since she left we always have rouge problems or anything bad is happening i wish she's just here i guess the reason why their are no rouge attack when Tori was here with us it's because she's really different" i said flatly i've always think theirs something about her when we were at her favorite place near the river i could smell rouges near over hundreds of them i wonder why she can't sense it but the rouges just stay far and seems like fear taking them in their smell

"what do you mean?" Kay ask obviously confused as well as Chris they are really mates..huh!

"well it's really weird when her eyes are silver in human form but turns gold when she is in her wolf form then her fur color is like the moons a bit darker shade and when she's angry her eyes turns clear and cold as eyes like no emotions are seen human form or wolf form qhenever she is out in the river which is known by me and her onky by the way i can smell hundreds of rouge but she can't sense it like they are scared of her...but that's just my observation"i said non chantky they looked at each other and looked at me they shook their head and ordered some food already

Kay POV

When Jack told us his observation that gave me sense maybe she's really different not in a bad way but a good way it's true when she left rouge attacks has been happening and it's really tiring i always wondered why her eyes and fur are like that but netherless she's all good and my best friend my sister...

"babe you okay?" Chris ask while ordering i agve hin a smile and kept thinking about Tori who is she really? or better ask What is she?