you are a drug
my personal drug
one fucking hard ass drug
and with you, i feel calm,
my sadness is at bay
but then you go, and
you're all of a sudden gone
and i am withdrawling
my hair is falling
my anxiety is crashing
and i feel like im actually dying
but I shouldn't need you
i shouldn't have to rely on you for some intangible happiness
but what do I do when you are a drug and I'm the addict
