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Kongpob's Point of View

People say there's nothing happier than seeing your lover lying next to you in the morning.
His eyes are still closed and his natural face thrills your heart as if there is a feeling of warmth and a sense of wanting to continue protecting him.
That's what I'm going through this morning and every morning when my boyfriend sleep over to my room.

I prepared to go to campus while enjoying the beautiful scenery on my bed.
My cute boyfriend still peacefully sleeping. Actually I had to wake him up immediately because he had to go to work. I thought about how angry he when I wake him up later.
He would be very cute.
Just thinking about it made me smile.
I approach and sat on the edge of my bed. slowly whispered to him " it's 8 o'clock Pi " As expected he stared and grunted at me, wondering why I did not wake him up any sooner.

I just smile and answer him softly "There's still time, I'll take you to the office, now hurry up, I've prepared warm water, your clothes also ready

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I just smile and answer him softly
"There's still time, I'll take you to the office, now hurry up, I've prepared warm water, your clothes also ready." while handing out a towel to him. He hurriedly showered and of course still grumbling .
I just smiled because he was so cute.
His cuteness always make me fall in love with him every day. I often ask if he feels the same way about me?
Pi Arthit is a very nice, smart, and cool person. Does he really accept me as his partner?
Sometimes I feel scared, insecure, and jealous of the people around him.

Arthit's Point of View

I hate myself who can not get up in the morning and always has to be awakened by my junior who is also my boyfriend. This morning also no different.
I hurriedly showered with the warm water he had prepared.
I often wonder why he can get up so early and prepare everything for me?
Warm water, clean ironed clothes, breakfast supplies, and even take me to my office.

I often wonder why he can get up so early and prepare everything for me?Warm water, clean ironed clothes, breakfast supplies, and even take me to my office

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I also often feel guilty because I keep troubling him.
I'm the senior who should give an example to him but I did exactly the opposite.
I wonder why he can like someone like me?
My friends always say I'm very lucky to get Kongpob, he's like a perfect man.
I indeed very lucky, but always afraid in the same time whenever I think about Kong's perfectness.
We've been together for almost three years now.
I've never felt his love lessen for me, but to be honest I always felt unworthy for him.
I always ask if I deserve to be with him.

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