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--3rd anniversary (2/2)--

Third Person's Point of View

Kongpob and Arthit walking to a traditional market near the beach.
After a long walk, they feel thirsty. Kongpob asks Arthit to wait and to let him to go to the market to buy the drinks.
The market was very crowded.

Kongpob: "I really want to buy you pink milk, I'm searching to the end of the market but it is still not there ..
I'm sorry Oon."
Said Kongpob with a regretful face. He looks tired and did look trying to find his boyfriend favorite pink milk.

Arthit: "Yeah it's okay."
Arthit replied briefly. He looked at Kongpob who still showed a guilty face.

Arthit: "You think I'm a kid who will sulk if you do not buy me pink milk? in the office i often drink this too, it's also good, so dont worry"

Kongpob: "But you do not seem happy."

Arthit: "If I have to choose, of course I prefer pink milk, but I still have to thank you for this. It's also good dear P' Kongpob."
Arthit try to cheer up his boyfriend. He smiled and showed his cute drinking face.

Hearing Arthit called him P ', Kongpob very surprised and extreamly happy. "Your gift is really the best Oon."

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They sit on a big rock on the beach.
The atmosphere is really romantic. Kongpob tried to hug Arthit from behind. Arthit had refused until Kongpob tightened his arms and reminded him that today he must obey Kongpob orders.

"It's not fair" Arthit said.
"Why not? You know Oon, sometimes I'm so confused, for some reason I always feel you do not love me the way I love you." Kongpob whispered in Arthit's ear lovingly."

Arthit was stunned to hear the Kongpob's confession.
"I always treat you well, don't you like it? Do you also feel the same way i feel?
What if in your workplace you find someone better than me?
How can i have you completely?
Do you love me?
Why do you refuse my kiss?
Don't you want me to touch you?
You don't want to have sex with me?
You don't like it ... "
Kongpob asked Arthit a chained question.

"I'm sorry Kong."
"What do you mean?" asked Kongpob seriously.

"You know actually I've got one more gift, I've sent it to your dorm, I thought you'd read it before you came in.
But you did not seem to read it yet or maybe didnt arrive yet.
Its contain the words that i cant tell you for 2 years our relationship. That also answer your questions.
You know, you are my first boyfriend. Besides my family, you're the first person to kiss me, first to see me being myself completely, of course I want to do it with you, it's just that I'm confused to start it. I start to worry that you will leave me. That you will like to do it with girl instead of me. I feel really embarrassed and at the same time scared. I really do not know what to do. " Arthit answered with troubled face. He stared into his boyfriend eyes. Arthit's eyes describe sincerity.

Kongpob kissed Arthit's forehead to calm the atmosphere. He can felt Arthit's body tremble at that moment. Kongpob really feel guilty. "I am sorry Oon, I will lead you from now on. Could you accept that?" Arthit nodded.

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After dinner, they sit by the beach.
Their memorial place. Kongpob give his gear to Arthit at that place.
"This is a gift from me.You know that I like to write diary right? This year, i write the diary on a piece of paper, folded it and put it in this jar.

I hope it will help you when you are having a bad day. Or it may reminds you to me, to Us. "

Arthit looks confused and troubled.
"You don't like it?" Ask Kongpob.

"You know, I'm preparing my gift 2 days ago, I feel guilty never giving you an anniversary gift. Now I feel more guilty. You prepared this a year ago? after our 2nd anniversary? You're crazy Kong"

"Maybe I'm really crazy because loving you too much."

Kongpob slowly leaning his face to Arthit's. As usual Arthit dodged and showing confused face. Kongpob's right hand grabs the back of Arthit's neck, his eyes staring intently at Arthit's as he say
'You're letting me right?' with his eyes.
Then Arthit moves closer to Kong by himself as he said 'yes'.
He welcome his boyfriend's lips. They kissed softly for a bit.
Not satissfied with that, Kongpob then speeds up the tempo of their kiss, silently inserting his tongue into arthit's.
Playing with their tongue, both of them exploring every inch of each other's mouth and tongue.
"Uuuummmmh Kooong" Arthit let his moan softly between their kissing.
He grab Kongpob's hair and trying to following Kongpob's lead in their hot kiss. They kissing passionatelly until almost out of breath.
After their hot kiss, kongpob embraced Arthit's back, and whispers
"You are also the first to kiss me that hot p'Arthit"

Arthit flushed. He hit Kongpob's chest. Kongpob dodging, laughing happily, running towards their hostel and Arthit chase after him being sulky, embrassed, but also happy at the same time.

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a/n I am sorry ○__○ guys
I am not good in romantic things.
Btw this is not the end of my fanfiction hhhha~