Cycle

Chapter 1.

I feel contiminauted, I feel lost, wrapped in caution tape, lights flashing, people mubling and whsipering to themselves, I feel like I'm on a pedistole,

I feel like all eyes are on me, as the whispers getting louder, I feel myself getting smaller, as the shadows of the people, who were once just talking about me, start

to disappear, I see myself trying to run, I see myself trying to hide, from all these people, who I don't know, the whsipers turn to screams

I watch there heads turn back and fourth as they search anxiously, some on there knees, others using those vicious flashing lights, the screams

continue to get louder and louder, I start to feel paralyzed, as my mind screams at me, I'm screaming at me, I close my eyes, as this flash of light

glares through my closed eyelids, I open my eyes shielding them from the glaring light, once my vison is fully reinstated, I see myself in the mirror, well

who, I would conisder to be me, I no longer know, I watch as the person I see in the mirror reach to touch, its lifeless face, this person this ship of flesh and bones

and pulsing blood, lifeless, thoughtless, I start to wonder if this me, is this what they see, I close my eyes again, I awaken in a hospital room

IVs everywhere, each stabbed somewhere in my lifeless body, this time unable to move, I close my eyes, and whisper, I feel contimintaed I feel lost,

wrapped in caution tape.