My possessive lover. boyxboy *second part*

Ch 2. I don't want to go back

Pete p.o.v

What he's thinking! Touching me like that! I don't even know him and he says that I'm his! What I'm the world is wrong with him? Does he think just because he's handsome and all, can have everything that he wants?! Well sorry but he can't have me! Even if I would like him back he couldn't have me because of him..

I was driving back home even though I really don't want to go back there. I parked my car and locked it. We were living in a cheap apartment with only 3 rooms, I didn't even had my separate room. My dad started drinking a lot after moms death so we lost our house and he also lost his job.

Now I'm the only one who's working. I'm always sleeping in the living room which was also a kitchen. My father had separate room where he always drinks and has his friends over.

I work as a security guard in the hotel so I'm always gone for my shifts when they're here and I'm really happy for that. I threw my backpack on my 'bed' or you can say sofa. I opened up a fridge and I found absolutely nothing. I sighed and closed it, at least I ate at school today.

I sat on my 'bed' and took out my phone. Kalem still didn't contact me.. I sighed again. I plopped down on the bed and closed my eyes. I was drained out, I had no energy anymore. I cuddled up in the pillows and let sleep take over me.

-dream-

"Mommy! I want something sweet!" I was gripping her dress nagging for some sweets.

"Petie we don't have anything sweet at the moment." She looked at my face and brushed the hair from my eyes.

"But mommy!!" I started crying, still gripping her dress

"Okay, okay... put on your winter shoes and a jacket we will go the the shop okay?" She looked away from me searching for the car keys.

"Okay mommy!" I said like i didn't even cried.

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I was standing in the shadows like watching my moms death over and over again like a movie. The truck just out of nowhere hit our car. The view was horrible.

I saw the ambulance coming and taking my moms already dead body to the ambulance car. With a little hope that she's still alive. I also saw a child sitting in the police car and crying.

After that everything got black, I looked at all directions but I saw nothing.

~it's all your fault~ I herd my dads voice.
~I can't believe that he belongs to our family~ I herd my grandparents whisper.
~you killed your own mom!~ I herd my past childhood friends scream on me.
All the voices were getting louder and louder. I gripped my hair from the huge headache.
"No..no..no!"

-end of the dream-

"No!" I woke up from the nightmare. I looked around, I only slept for one hour what felt like a lot more. Suddenly I herd a sound come from my fathers room.

"What the fuck are you screaming for!" He shouted from the other room.

"I-I'm sorry dad." I said that he could hear.
The door bursted open and my drunk dad came out.
"You little shit!" He slapped my face. "Why are you so early home huh?" He gripped my hair and by force make look at him. Alcohol smell was over him.

"S-school ended e-arly." I lied, I didn't want to tell that someone else than him was touching me he would really kill me.

Suddenly my phone buzzed telling me that someone sent me a message. My father grabbed my phone from my pocket.

"Who the fuck is this?!" He shoved the phone to my face. It was unknown number.

-Hey Pete, its Seth.. don't ask from where I got your number that's not why I'm writing for. But I'm really sorry for today, I shouldn't have touched you like that. Could you call me that we could talk? I'm really sorry.-