Idek what I'm doing right now or anymore but this is a kindof rant\my problems, u don't have to read this but I haven't seen my therapist or taken my pills today so buckle up sweetie...
So I've been on a downward slope of life for the past month, first my mom is sent to a mental heath place so she's not home and my sister gets really crabby, tries to close us all of and I'm way more worried about her than I should be. Then after that my great grandmother went to the hospital and almost died, she ok now but I'm fuckin scared. They to add to that my grandma started to have cheast pain and has a heart problem. Then I thought I could be done, but no, the only girl that I ever even thought that I loved told us she had a girlfriend the day I was going to ask her out. Idk why I'm so torn up over this becuz I know it would not last and might ruin our friendship but I was going to anyway. Then my locker littarally BREAKS I'm not even kidding, the bottom latch is bent so I can't get it open, ever, and because of that I broke down in front of my favorite teacher and skipped science class. Then my guy friend, that the girl I like is also friends with, tells me that the girl I like has clinical depression, like wtf, I intruduse them to each other then I'm fucking chopped liver. Then after all of that in the span of 2 weeks I find out that I might have bipolar, Deppresion, and anxiety all on the next day, now if u are going to try to tell me that god dosnt hate me than ur crazy.
Thx if u read this trash, if not : (
