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For what did he fight, and for what did he keep running
He never told anyone about his motives
Everyone around him saw him as either an obstinate or a weird person
And on top of it all, he didn’t talk much
So they thought and bet that he was to be ruthless
His intentions were not known
At the very least, nobody know about him
He never talked about his intentions until he became a hero and was burden with many things
That’s why he appeared suspicious to the people around him
It’s because nobody knows his intentions
His story was so long ago that he doesn’t even recall it
His story was so old that he doesn’t try to recall it
His story was so ancient that he cannot recall it
This person conveniently saves people in danger
But nobody knows why he’s doing it
It’s inevitable that people would feel uneasy about him
He should have a reason:
“Greed, Pride, Selfishness, Lust, Vengeance, or Devotion”
Simple reasons like those which are easy to understand
If he had anyone of them, such an end should not have a awaited him
If anything, he was the kind of guy that could not put up with anything
He cannot put up with having people cry around him
He cannot put up with having people get around him
He cannot put up with having people die around him
It was not his intentions nor he wanted or even like
But a reason, his reason, the only reason he had
And for that reason, he tried to help people in his sight
I’m sure his life was a happy one
He was clumsy and it made you worry if you were looking at him
But he would accomplish it to the end, and to think he change a lot of people’s lives
Those clumsy battles of his were not meaningless
He was able to save people proportional;
How much he got hurt and how many times he faced death
But there is one pitfall there
Everybody in his sight was saved
Yet one can never look at itself
So, in the end
He could not save the most important person of all, himself
His reward for success was always betrayal
The things he picked up sifted through his fingers are like grains of sand
From the very beginning, his reward was not what he received from the people he saved, but the pure action of saving someone
He got used to it
He got used to it like an idiot
Nobody know how it ended up like that
