Here we go Again!

Chapter 7.

Chapter 7.

I cover my mouth right after Niall explain to me what I had said to the other boys.

I sat up and felt tears falling down. I'm so cruel. What's going on with me? But then I started to get flashbacks from this morning. Chris having a argument with me, Cloe's party, and screaming at the boys.

I back away from the boys shaking my head. "Destiny where are you going?" Niall step forward and I step further away.

It felt like if someone was stabbing my heart over, over, and over again. The boys just sat there on the tables giving me a blank look. Niall's lips were moving but no sound left.

"I-I have. I will be in my room for awhile and try to-" I didn't know what I was saying at all. I just wanted to leave this house so badly.

That's when Zayn got up from his chair.

"Destiny-"

I didn't want hear it from him at all. Zayn was and still be a father figure to me. But I have to leave this house for awhile now. It would do me good. Good. Good. Good. Nothing seem to be good for me anymore.

I heard a knock on my door. But before I could scream at whoever whose trying to come inside my room. My room door open, once I spotted the curls I wrap my arms around his waist.

"I-I'm so sorry Harry! I really am, sorry for ruining your life my dad is right! All I do is destroy people's life. So sorry!" I cried to his chest.

"I forgive you, Destiny." He held me tighter then before. "Where are you going?" He let go of me and walk to my bed with cloths folded up.

I wipe my tears. "I'm going away for a short time. I need space Harry." I grab anything important to put inside the suitcase.

Harry stop my moves. By him taking out the cloths. "No, your staying here we will helping you Destiny." He started to unpack my cloths but I put them back in.

"Harry the boys they- they hate me. I could see it in their eyes. Louie hates me more! Liam probably hates my guts even more! Especially Zayn, oh gush Harry! I see him like a father and I'm just a disappointment to a human eyes! My dad never love Chris, my mum, or me. Why?! Because of me! If I was never born then your guys life would of been beautiful. Everyone's life would of been beautiful!" I lay on my bed, hugging my pillow tightly to my chest.

I felt Harry rubbing my back while I cry. But soon I drifted off to sleep. Neither did I dream or never will again.

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I woke up seeing Harry not in my room. I check the time, it's 7:44 pm. I guess I should take a quick shower.

When I finish I put on my black sweat pants and black t-shirt that hang loose from my shoulder. I let my short hair wet not even bother to dry it or brush out the knots.

I lay on my bed just staring at my tv across the room. Not even bother to turn it on for my show today. I grab my iPhone and put my playlist to shuffle. Of course the possible worst song came on.

'The only exception' by Paramore, I sang out loud. Trying to match Haley Williams smooth tone voice. I hadn't sing for such a long time, it felt nice. Like is I was escaping reality till my room door open.

"Destiny?"

I bit my bottom lip. I was expecting Zayn but it is only Chris. "I'm so sorry Chris. You are right, I should of never hang out with Cloe's group." I said, the song kept playing till Chris grab my phone to turn it off.

"Are you ready to go now?"

I took in a deep breath. "Yea, let me just say goodbye to the boys." I said.

-

I knock on Zayn door first seeing he is important to me. At the moment Chris is in the car waiting for me till I finish with my goodbyes.

I crack the door open to see Zayn sound asleep. I tiptoe my way towards his bed and kiss his left cheek. Before I turn around I felt his hand wrap around my wrist.

"Where do you think you are going?" He mumble but soon fell back to asleep. He never joke about his love for sleep.

"I'm so sorry for everything Zayn." I left another kiss on his cheek then went Harry, Liam, Louie, and my last stop is Niall.

Surprisedly he was laying on his bed, wide awake. "You won't be gone for long, right?" He look up at me with his bright blue eyes.

I let out a deep breathe. "Just for now, Niall. If the boys even care where Im at, tell them I am at Chris house, okay?" I give him a tight hug.

"I am going to miss you so much."

A/N: okay guys I know this is a short chapter. I'm trying my best to update once in awhile but it is hit over where I live. We have like this huge heat wave and the temperatures are increasing everyday.

Also I want to give a special SHOUTOUT! To my babes (aka followers & fans) because I dedicate this chapter too y'all since you been there from the start. I love meeting new people/fans through wattpad because we can Skype and get to know each other! So do not be shy to talk to me!

Any who, how do you guys like the chapter? (Too shitty, huh)