You feel alone, like you need to go through this by yourself. You don't. Someone will be there for you. After my dad and stepmom got married my oldest stepsister, Reagan, started to act more like a bitch. Maybe it was hormones or maybe it was genetics all I know is that because I am younger than her that is fine to put me down and tell me how to do everything "perfectly" and everything I was doing was wrong. One time she pushed me past the point I could just ignore and I started to yell at her. My stepmom came upstairs and asked why I was yelling. I told her I had all this pent up anger and that Reagan had just pulled the final straw. She asked why I even had pent up anger to say as if "your to young to feel any real emotion other than happiness". I got so angry that I grabbed my book and went outside to the porch and just read. Since then I've been told to talk to people, so I did, and instead it was counted as back-talk and "trying to decide the way things are in that house". I've also gotten in trouble for sarcasm and "attitude". There are few people I can talk to but I talk to my friends and if you feel like you don't have a friend to talk to then you can talk to me. I'm not good with words but I will try to help you.
