I'll Forgive But Never Will Forget-ON HOLD-

Chapter 4

I'll Forgive But Never Will Forget

Chapter 4

Ashley P.O.V

Once he said that I was in complete shock . Soon a girl with blonde hair walked up behind him wearing on of his shirts . When I seen her it reminded me how I use to wear his shirts when I was pregnant. I used to love the smell.

That's suppose to be me wearing his shirts . Not that thot behind him . (A/N- a thot is a hoe if you didn't know)

" Who's This Babe " The girl said. Why the hell she calling him babe.

Before he could answer I spoke. " Um . Never mind " I say walking back to my house . My now I could feel the tears coming . If I would of never left him this wouldn't be happening right now .

I would be the one wearing his shirts . I would be the one calling him babe . I would be the reason he isn't drinking . This is all my fault . What am I going to do ?

Once I got home I went straight upstairs and back to crying. Crying was like a normal thing for me. It was like it was part of me or like a hobby . I was always crying . Sometimes I'll cry so much that when I try to cry more no tears come out.

Eventually I ended up crying myself to sleep .

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Justin P.O.V

So yeah I started drinking .. So ? Not like anybody cared bout' me anymore . I was useless. I couldn't even get my own son back .

I wonder why Ashley came. I feel bad for calling her a bitch now. I was so drunk . I would never disrespect her like that .

I could she was going to cry after she seem Brit walk up behind me . I can explain .... I just needed to get my mind off Ashley. I was always thinking about her or the baby . I needed to get my mind of things so I went to the bar and that's where I meet Brit .

I feel so horribly for using Brit like that and for just letting Ashley see her .

Ashley left like 30 minute ago . Oh Shit ! Did I just call Brit Ashley. See I'm always thinking about her I'm even getting names mix up .

I decided once I was sober enough I'll go talk to Ashley and see what she wanted . But first I decided to take a shower and freshen up.

When I go out I out on a plain white shirt and blue jeans with my black sneakers . I also put a little bit of body spray .

I walked to her house and clicked the door bell twice . Soon Ashley mother open the door. " hi " I said in a low voice . She looked at me with a sad look till he hugged me . I then started to feel the tears coming . " it's okay sweetheart . I'm not mad at you but you need to go up their and talk to her " she said rubbing my back lightly .

I nodded and looked up at her still I head for the stairs and walked up to her room . When I was at the door I was nerves . ' Here go's nothing ' I thought and before I knew it I was opening the door quietly.

Ashley P.O.V

I woke up the sound of the door bell. I wonder who that could be so I just stood quiet so I could listen .

I hear my mother open the door . I could tell it was her by the clicking of her shoes .

When she opens the door I could then hear Justin say a low hi . WHAT ! Why the hell is he doing here .

I then hear my mother say something then I could hear Justin coming up the stairs . I quickly shut my eyes and pretended like I was sleeping .

When he got to my door he stop and waits for a minute till I could finally here the door open .

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Sorry for the long wait. I'm going to try to update on Sundays if not maybe sometime during the week .

Desiree xo