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If someone doesn't come to pick me up off the ground I don't think I'll ever be able to get back up. I just wish some one would come to save me because I can't hang on much longer. I'm a fake. I act as if nothing is wrong. I put on a fake smile and continue through my day. if I slip and fall I smile and say I'm fine nothing's wrong I'm fine. and in the end I can only continue on for so long. I've lasted three years without crying,saying I'm fine lying and putting on a fake smile.but today I cracked.i couldn't deny or hold in the heartache any longer.

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First time at writing and I know bad right but I'll try to get better as I continue I hope to get deffinatly batter at updating quickly sorry for slow updates and I appreciate any comments on anything to help or u just commenting and hopefully no hate mail thanks

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