A Fangirl's Diary (KyeoptaGoddess)

A Fangirl's Diary

Diary Entry No. 1 ,

Back then I was just an ordinary and simple girl , nothing's so special about me , just plain and very timid. I have no interest at anything such as K Pop or what .I don't have any idea about anything , about being a fan. At first I told myself KPop ? What 's that ? That thing wouldn't change my life at all . You don't even understand what they are saying , Oh it's like an alien language . Tsss.

My motto back then was "K Pop is not my Thing".

But one day , a very ordinary and boring day . I was just seating , and exploring our TV channels , I can't find something interesting to watch on, I accidentally pressed the remote control and it goes into a not so special channel. I thought it was boring , so I'm going to change the channel again but I stopped for a second. As I heard a song , though I don't really understand it , the sound , the rhythm , the beat , the dance steps , it was so good amazing , surprising and very pleasing to my ears. Me , myself never thought that I'd love this . I smiled a little and said to myself "Kpop is not a bad thing at all" .

Since that day , I began to like Korean stars , I idolized them, stalk them , and even love everything about them. As days goes by my day is isn't boring and ordinary at all because of K Pop.

Everyday I always watch Korean Movies , Korean music videos , and listen to their song even I don't really understand it and my lyrics is not right.

From that day on , I called myself a "K Pop Addict" , whenever I listen to their songs , I go wild and crazy. I can't stop myself from screaming and jumping whenever I see my Idols on TV.

The way I speak , the way I live is now a much different from before. Instead of saying Hello , I say "Annyeonghaseyo" , Why goes "Wae", What goes "Mwo" Yes is "Ne" , No is "Ani" , I even called my parents as "Umma and Appa" , I say "arasseo" instead of Okay. I began to learn their language . Some says "You're Crazy " but instead I just give them a smile. I don't mind what they say , cause even though I din't understand their songs, I always believe in the saying that " Music is the Universal Language " .

My life now is more special because of them. They became my inspiration, I always wishes to meet them soon , hug them and even talk with them personally. Yeah I know that it is really impossible, because I'm just one of their million fans. It's a miracle if it will happen. But there's nothing wrong with believing right ?

I hope , everything is not just a dream.

-LadyKnight_12