My Journey To adventure

This chapter will consist the month of March and April. So without further shitting, lets get started:)

March

The world is going really fast this year, 2014. Have i treasure ? My answer was a no. Eventhough i didnt get myself into trouble, i was missing something. Not studies, not wealth but Friends. Alexis and i started realising that we were losing the grip hold of Drakes friendship. I thought that it didnt really matter because he might have lots of friends and he's always occupied with plans, so, i thought it didnt really effected me. It really effected Alexis, she cried, shes stressed i couldnt help her with her emotions sometimes.

So thats the one that i had little bit of stress with. To overcome it, every Monday and Thursday, i had trainings to occupy me. Thats when i feel more relaxed. Thanks to my teammates for making me laugh. We also celebrated a girls' birthday with a nice creamy cake. I really heart them a lot. Other than that, school was fun! The friendship among my new classmates was getting better and im really proud of it. Every year the school will organise Cross Country. Cross Crountry was so fun. That event made us more bonded and with the help of Class Bonding, we were more comfortable than the previous months.Until, i realised something weird but unsure at the same time. Either its true or not...

A crush maybe.

Lets name him Edwin. My first impression of him was a nerd. His first impression of me was a kind and friendly girl. We didnt talk that much though but started slowy through messages. I got to know him more about his complicated life, family, favourites, hates and such other fun and interesting stuffs.

We had a one week break from school and one of the days, i asked him out to help me with a little bit of Maths since later that afternoon we would have class to attend. Precisely we went to McDonalds. I did not expect that it was not awkward for the first time we had breakfast together. We talked we laughed we walked to school together. People started to say that we were in a relationship but nope.

Few weeks passed. Yes, i then started to have a crush on him but I didnt have the urged to tell him yet. So i kept quiet, not even telling Alexis.

Tick tock tick tock. I confessed. Should the girl always do the first move ?

April

He entered my life on 27 March. I like it. As usual when youre friends, its not awkward, when youre together, its awkward. I didnt like it to be awkward so i talked to him everyday. He was so kind and sweet. So the awkward thing stop for after a few days. He was a hockey by the way. so sporty !

Anyways, the next day the school went wild about our relationship. I was happy and shy at the same time. A smiley face would always appeared on my face when someone mention Edwin. Glad hes there for me:) We celebrated our anniversary just to hold hands. I think. I was the one started.

So skip Edwin for a little while now. Alexis and Drake were also the ones i have to take care off. i guess. Our friendship wasnt there like last time. Pretty sad. I couldnt do anything but just live along with it. While Alexis still cry everyday. I really hated it when she cries. Its just making me cry for something that may not be there for us now. I tried everything without effort. I couldnt just say to her and say, 'Stop crying' or force her to stop crying - thats just mean. Its useless now...

On with my teammates. Celebrations here and there, everywhere. We really went through lots of things together as a team. Couldnt help it but they just made me fall in love more towards them everyday:') I was glad they came in my life second ! - family first^^

Until next time guys! Follow me on twitter @FatinIsZ ! Thank You so much ! xoxo