Lost In My Thoughts

It could never happen

AMANDAS POV

I woke up to to the sound of my alarm clock another day, another start. I tried to convince myself but going to school is horribl. School is going to be the death of me. I can't wait until I'm done. I have a little more than four years left I'm almost done with my 8th grade year. I had a few sruggles with grades. i wasn'nt failing anything just didn't understand alot of things. Now im doing pretty good. I had many great friends and family who were always there for me. I turned off my alarm trying to get just a few more minutes of rest.

Before I knew it my mother was telling me to get up. I had slept in a little too much today. Darn! I get up and look in the mirror I wore a side braid yesterday and forgot to take my hair out before I went to bed. So I took my hair out and it was curly and accually looked good. I then did my make up I dont put a lot on but it just makes me feel prettier. I then get changed I find the perfect outfit a tank top with a quarter arm length sweater and skinny jeans.

I went down stair and my mom was making breakfast and gave me money for lunch. Breakfast was really good. My mom always work alot harder than she needs and never gets enough gratitude for it. She then brought me and my sister to school. I had a feeling today was going to be a good day.

I walk in the gate of my school and walked in the band room to say hi to some of my friends and mess around a little bit. It may seem like I have I say hey they alalot of friends but there mostly just people I know. I walk in and say hi to Damion but I call him karlton and he calls me Mare bear. No there not couple names. He has a girlfriend Amber witch I said hi to next I have known her since before she started dating Damion. I gave her a huge then I see daniel Tovar I always give him longer hugs than any one else. No were not dating I dont even like him. Then I see destiny I yell BEST FRIEND and give her a hug. also I go up to Corey and tickle him then he tickles me then I offer him a hug and we kinda tickle eachother for while no were not dating and I dont like him. Jake and Britney (there dating) and Rylee were sitting/ standing In a circle I say hi to all of them then go into the commons.

Josh, Myron, Edison, Dylan, this kid I think his name is Nathan some other people and... Austin. I look at him and we had eye contact then I looked away. I didnt want him to think I was staring at him. I say hey and we all talk a little bit. I cant remember what was even said I just know it was funny and we all laugh I glance over at Austin and his smile is just sso cute and amazing and makes me feel good inside Yes I like him, I mean no I don't that would be weird. I sometimes wish i could like who ever i wanted to im tall and so I can only like short guys. I then see Megan and we shout out nick names at eachother and westar to talk. ( I have alot of nicknames)

AUSTINS POV

I got to school and started talking to my friends and we mess around a little bit. I then see Amanda walk out of the band room door. She looks really pretty today more than usual I. I don't like her... I don't think I do. I am not sure. She looks at me we make eye contact then she looks away but I still hold my stare. Someone said something funny. Then I heard the cutest laugh ever and it comes from Amanda. I cant like her I told myself. I smile at her then she leaves the group. That was stupid of me. Why did I do that? Then the bell rings and we walk to our classes.

AMANDAS POV

I taller than almost all the guys in my school and so I try to like guys closer to my height. Its not fair. People judge you expecially at this age. I want austin to ask me to the dance but I know he wont. so I ask my best friend megan to help me out. I feel bad because I get really pushy when it comes to thins kind of stuff. if he finds out that I kind of like him then he will think im weird and I just hang out with them because I like him. But its not like that he is cool to hang out with. Sometime inappropriate but hes a teenage boy it wouldnt be normal if he wasnt. And I wish I could just know what he was thinking.

So I told megan to ask him to ask me to the dance. She is one of the only people who know I like him, or kinda like him.

AUSTINS POV

I have been thinking about Amanda all day. And I couldn't wait till lunch im going to sit by her today. Hopefully she wont get up and leave. Maybe I do like her. All my friends always tease me about her and I think it makes her uncomfortable. She could never like me. I try to wear the tallest I have so im closer to her height. Shes probly like 2 or 3 inches taller than me. She has beautiful long brown hair and the prettiest eyes I've ever seen.