Lost In My Thoughts

The failed attempt

5 MINUTES BEFORE THE BELL RINGS FOR 6TH PASSING PERIOD

AMANDAS POV

Me and a bunch of firends from band were eating lunch together. We're laughing and having a great time. Everyone in our "group" has a nickname and austins is spoon and whenever you say spoon he makes the funniest facial expression so when ever I see a spoon I mention it. we went into the band room and I dont sit next to him because I dont want him to think anything.

When the bell rang I reminded megan about telling austin about the dance. Then I walked fast to my class. I usually walk with him because we have the same class next but I didnt want to be there when she asks him.

AUSTINS POV

We were hanging out with a bunch of friends and having a blast. Amanda kept saying my nickname and I made her laugh every time because I made a face that most people would think was weird. But I dont care about those people right now. We went in the band room and I was going to sit next to her but she sat by Megan.

The bell rang and she walked pretty fast to the class witch is unusal because we usually walk kinda together in our group. She probly doesn't think of it that way though. Megan walks by me and says i should ask her to the dance. Her Spencer, Rylee and Michael always tease me about Amanda. She probably ment as friends. I could tell megan that I liked her I thought and she would be able to get us together. I told her I dont like her like that ( as just friends). I dont think she understood.

I was thinking about how I would ask Amanda to the dance. Then I remembered last time I asked a girl something. Wait... I forgot about Taylor I liked Taylor alot and I finally got the courage to ask her out and I was turned down it really hurts to think about. I still like her but I just try not to think about it. I geuss I like two people.

In class her back is turned to me so I can look at her without he noticing. Today the girl next to me decided to answer almost every question. So she was looking towards me almost the whole period. So I didn't look at her the whole class. I didnt want her to think I was staring at her.

In our next period I go up to her and try to utter the words." Will.. uh.. will ms.Geist be here tomorrow? " as soon as the word came out of my mouth I felt lame.

That was the stupidest thing I've ever said. I didn't even care what she said next. I left to talk to some other friends. And tried to get my failed attempt off my mind.

AMANDAS POV

I asked Megan what he said, she said that he said " I dont like her like that" I didn't want to force him to ask me I guess it was just a big fail. Not for Megan but for me. Or maybe just a failed attempt.