I'm a guy, I'm Tae
I have a crush on somebody...
WALDEMAR GARCIA
God hes so phuckin cute
And that CULO GORDO is God sent
Anyway...
It was April 4th a Monday. 3 A.M. in Cleveland, Ohio. I had a dream about him. I can't really remember it either. I'M SHOOKETH because ik one thing..... "He tossed my salad like his name Roman"!!! We're really good friends. He's a really good guy... I want to be more than just good friends. But my Puerto Rican is straight so..... PHUCK MY LYFE HARD!!! Do you know what it feels like to be in love with someone who doesn't love you back?
Yeah that's what I thought!
I look at the clock and it's 5 A.M. Guess i better get my ass back to sleep. I'll just have to talk to him tomorrow during lunch or something.
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10:45 A.M.
Okay.....
Just breathe.....
If I'm going to get through this I'm going to NEED my bad bytch Yah!!!!!
I'm too SHOOK and scared and even though he knows I'm..... well..... "Not normal" to some people and a freak... I think I love him and it's supposed to be strictly a friendship, this is a problem
I'm always catching feelings for people/friends I have no business in liking
I don't wanna end our friendship
I've done kinda everything... "everything" as in grabbed his ass once... then... yeah...
I found him at his locker. I put my books in my locker and walked over... God help me
Me: Heyyy
Wally: Hey
We hug
Me: Could we skip lunch today I have something very important to tell you
Wally: Actually... I can't... Today has started off bad for me. Sorry
Me: Already??? Damn new world record!
Wally: *laughs* Maybe later?
Me: Sure, Babe... JUST KIDDING
Wally: MMMHHHMM Whatever you say.
Great... honestly something possessed me and I'm scared! What has become of me! I never wanted to grow up I'm b just so depressed and sad and angry with myself!!! Lyfe is shytti!!!
I'M NOT PHUCKIN GAY!!!
Right?
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2:30 P.M.
Texting my mom
Me: Can i stay after today?
Mom: When should I come pick you up
Me: I don't know but I'll text you when.
Mom: Alright
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3:20 P.M.
Alright I'm ready
Me: HEYYYY WALLY!!!
Wally: Yeah?
Me: I really need to talk to you... LIKE REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY NEED TO TALK TO YOU!!!
Wally: What is it?
Me: Can we go somewhere more private?
Wally: Sure.....
We go to the back hallway. :)
Wally: What is it? Why did you bring me back here?
Me: Wally, you do know I'm gay, right?
Wally: Everybody does.
Me: Bet you don't know I like you though
Wally: *becomes red* Uhh
Me: *Immediately phuckin regrets it* Wally?
Wally: *Runs away*
