clary,
I️ told you I️ loved you tonight. Even though you didn't say it back, it doesn't make a difference about how I️ feel. I'm still trying to decide if it was the right thing to do, but all my conclusions concluded to me telling you. even If I️ might never have a chance to tell you again. you'll probably hate me, and I️ understand if you do. even if you don't understand, you need to know I️ had reasons along with many of the other campers who will leave or join me and Neveah. but the gods did nothing for us. nothing for mason and my mother who was killed by my own "father" himself.... all of those innocent campers who risk their lives for gods on a daily basis while the gods lie back and praise themselves. my own father doesn't even care about me, charlie, or odette. ares has done nothing for me but put me through pain and put everyone i️ love in danger. he is not good, just like the other gods. mason being in pain, possession, and now death didn't even stir the gods attention or draw care. he died because the gods didn't do anything about it. they don't care about us, clary. i️ can't let mason die in vain along with my own mother and my friends. but this is all besides my point of writing you this letter. im sorry I️ had to leave especially without saying goodbye. i've loved you since we were kids, clar and I'm sorry for not telling you until now. i️ love you clary. and even though i️ don't expect you to forgive me, i️ hope you do one day.
sincerely,
atlas.
