Lovestoned

Lovestoned chapter 1

Chapter 1

Now I am here... New city, new apartement, new job, maybe also a new me ? I sighed, I stood infront of my new apartement in London ready to finally go inside the flat and leave everything behind what happened ...I took one last deep breath and opened the door. It was a quite big apartement, with wooden floor, white walls and a cute little kitchen .I looked around, the removal van was already gone and now many moving boxes were standing infront of me ... I would have asked my friends or my family to help me but they weren't living next to my house or just 5 miniutes away from me anymore . I had to get on with the situation of not seeing them for a long time. I noticed a tear rolling over my cheek but I immediatly wiped it away. I've never been the strong and confident woman who never wanted to show her feelings and I knew I was very sensitive, but I didn't want to admit to myself that I was already missing them all so much. Am I ready for this or is this just a big mistake I'm doing right now ?

My thoughts were interrupted by an annoying phone ring...

"God I really have to change it !" I whispered to myself

I looked on my screen of my phone. When it said "Jessica-Zoey Anderson" a huge smile appeared on my face ! She was my best friend and she always knew when something was wrong !

(YN): Hey Jess, how are you ?

Jess: I'm fine, but how about you ?

(YN): I'm fine.

I lied

Jess: Are you sure ?

(YN): Yeah why not ?

I lied...again ! Why did I do this ?

Jess: C'mon (YN), I know you're not so don't act like you are.

It got quiet. She was right ! I wasn't alright, not even a little bit ! There were just too many thing in my head going around...

(YN): You're right ! I am not

I sobbed ...

Jess: Don't cry , everything will be fine ! It was good for you to go away from your home ! Believe me.

In this moment I could barely see her sitting next to me on my bed rubbing my back and telling me that everything will be fine .But I knew she wasn't sitting next to me, she was on the phone... Our friendship will never be the same and this was probably my fault because I was the one who moved away! But I loved her for supporting me whatever I did.

(YN):You're the best Jess ! I'm so glad I got you.

Jess: Well that's what friends are for.

(YN): you're right ! I will get used to my new life ! Thanks a lot

Jess: Love you

(YN): Love you too , bye

After this conversation I felt much better. I began packing out my stuff and tidying up...When I looked on my watch it was already 2 am so I decided to go to sleep.