ive never cried without tears but it seems to be happening now. i just wanna call someone. i miss love. no one will look at this. im gonna take a bunch of pills then go to sleep to make sure no one can bring me back. plus there's only like 2 people that care and anyway no one notices when im gone so it doesnt matter. if anyway really cares. text me or something. we could have a fresh start or something. i dont know i just want to be happy again but its be 4 or 5 years since ive been happy with who i am.. i wanna be liked.. i wanna be who everyone wants to be or be with but no im just a fucking emo kid that wants to be apprenticed and supported but fuck its so hard for some people to be fucking nice to me.
this video means a lot to me..
