Fake vkook

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Taehyung sat up in his bed it was a day like every other. He didn't want it to keep happening but it did. He had the same nightmare every single night. He hated it. The same dream reminding him that he is useless and it convinced him. He told himself that it was unhealthy to hate himself but he couldn't help it. He hated himself so much. He didn't even have the guts to harm himself because that is what he deserved. He couldn't bring the knife to slide across his skin. He hated himself even more. He kept the torture going. He could easily end all this but no, he wasn't brave enough. He had friends, caring ones too but he didn't tell them, he couldn't. He could never bring himself to tell his friends what happens. All this just made him hate himself even more.

His dad was asleep and the biggest mistake he could make is waking him up. He lived with fear and stress. It just kept going. Every time he was happy something would pop up and ruin his whole day. Most of the time it was his dad. All of this because his mom left.

Taehyung got ready and walked towards the small, old bus stop. Nobody in this neighbourhood cared to fix the bus stop. The pavements were a mess. No flowers were put out, no children ran around, nothing but misery. Nobody socialises here either. The whole neighbourhood screamed depression, as if a good person was kept away from this place, like an angel was protecting them. Taehyung was a good person but he told himself he wasn't. If he was such a good person why did he suffer everyday.

Eventually the bus came and Taehyung did his usual until he noticed a boy sitting in his seat. The boy seemed to have noticed Taehyung and smiled receiving one back from Tae. After some looking around Taehyung found a decent seat and sat down. He loved his seat a lot but he was not going to talk to the boy, instead he observed from a distance. He concluded that the boy has a really good style, his clothes were simple yet stylish, his hair was styled but messy and looked extremely fluffy, his music taste was hard to know because he only played G-Dragon, he has a dog or likes to keep random dogs as his lock screen.

Taehyung was so intrigued by the boy that he almost missed his stop. After silently cursing he got off the bus and was greeted by his group of friends. He loved them to pieces but never really involved himself, never went out with them, never talked about personal things but they were amazing to him so he couldn't complain.

"Taehyungggg." Hoseok screamed. Taehyung looked up and Hoseok just smiled. 'What is wrong with you?'  They all split up into their classes. Tae didn't get put with any of them but he was okay with that. Well that's what he told himself. Taehyung walked in and sat at the back. The only reason he did this was because of the paper balls. Stupid small things that filled Taehyung with embarrassment. They also had certain things written in there. He knows, he knows he shouldn't read them but he does.

"Okay class everyone listen we have a new student please introduce yourself." As soon as Taehyung heard this he dropped his head onto the desk. He hated new students isn't there enough of them to bully Taehyung? The last thing he needs is another one. Judging by all the noise the girls were making Tae guessed it was a boy and probably a good looking one too.

"Hello I'm Jungkook" the whispers continued and Tae managed to listen to some. "Jungkook where would you like to sit?" the teacher asked. There were some seats near the popular people and one next to Tae. "Come sit with us." Maddie, Taehyung's bully said. 'I will visit his grave everyday cuz if he sits next to you he'll kill himself.'  "There." Jungkook said pointing to the empty seat next to Tae. "Taehyung please sit up and take your seat Jungkook." the teacher said. "Oh my god poor you, you're always welcome here if you don't want to sit next to him." Maddie said. 'Isn't 20 boyfriends enough for you?' Taehyung thought still with his head on his desk. Taehyung felt someone poke him and knew it was probably the new kid. He raised his head and let out a gasp. "Bus boy?"