Chapter 5

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Violet's P.O.V.

My jaw dropped as I opened the door and saw Alex and Niall making out. "This is not what it looks like, I swear." Alex said. "Dude you were basically moaning your way to his pants." I replied. "We were in the middle of something." Niall stated.

"Niall, I don't give a fuck that you were in the middle of something. She's my sister, and she shouldn't be making out with a dick head like you." I said, pushing him against the wall. "Oh so you and Liam's make out session meant nothing?" He asked, smirking. I looked down and he laughed.

"Pathetic." He murmured.

"You're gruesome and you're grim. You make me sick." I spat back. (A/N: If you Listen to Of Mice & Men, you'd know that's part of You Make Me Sick in Restoring Force c:)

"What did you just say, bitch?" He replied. "You fucking heard me, there's no point in repeating things." I said. "Stop being a dick to everyone you meet. Is it because you're an emo shithead that spends her night cutting herself? Or is it because you have no friends and you want to be alone? Maybe it's both." He yelled at me.

The door was open, the music stopped, I'm pretty sure everyone heard what's going on. "Come on Niall that was a dick mo-" Alex was about to say. "You know what Alex, shut the fuck up, no one wants to hear your mouth right now. You don't even stand up for your own fucking sister. I thought we were friends." I cut her off.

"Vio-" She started again. "You can forget about all the shit we've been through together, all the words we've said to each other. I'm done with you. I'm going to leave. Enjoy your night guys. Don't forget condoms." I said. 

I walked out of the room, tears coming from my eyes, trying to wipe them away. "Violet are you okay?" I heard Liam ask. I turned around and pie was smashed in my face. Everyone started to laugh.

I broke down to the floor, crying. I couldn't deal with all of this shit. Edwin and Tiffany pulled me up and walked me out the door. "Want us to take you home?" Tiffany asked. "I'll just walk there." I answered. "We aren't letting you walk there alone, in the dark, at 3 AM." Edwin stated.

"Well you either let me walk alone, or you walk with me because I'm not getting in your car." I replied. I started walking, sobbing while I heard footsteps behind me. 

I put earphones in my ear and clicked my playlist. I hit shuffle and put the volume as high as I could. The first song was "Sleep With One Eye Open" by Bring Me The Horizon. The song made me cry even more.

It was talking about how after everything you and your friend went through together, your friend decides to leave. 

At the end when it said "Best Friends means forever, cunt." I stopped and cried my heart out. The next song that started playing was "The Depths" by my favorite band, Of Mice & Men. I felt one of their hands on my shoulder. I just stood there, singing at the top of my lungs and bawling my eyes out. 

"I've been put down for way too long, I'll never be good enough. All they told me was 'just give up, you'll never be good enough'" On that part I just started running as fast as I can. In a couple of minutes, I ended up at my house and I unlocked the door, walked in, and locked the door. I ran upstairs and went to the bathroom.

"No one gets me." I murmured. All I wanted to do was die, to be honest. I don't know why I'm living, it seems like the only reason is to get bullied.

"I lost my best friend and she doesn't even care." I whispered. I took out the earphones and blasted my music as I turned on the shower and took off my outfit. It was covered in pie and so was my hair and face.

When I finished the song was "A Trophy Father Trophy Son" by Sleeping With Sirens. It was about his father who left. I laughed because my dad left too. I heard a knock on my door. "Fuck off." I yelled over the music.

"It's your mom." She replied. "How may I help you?" I asked. "Can I just come in, please?" She answered with a question.

I sighed and quickly put on some clothes. I walked to the door and opened it. Walking back to my bed, she closed the door quietly and stared at me. "What?" I asked. "What happened today?" She replied, once again with a question. "Let's just say that I'm never talking to Alex ever again." I answered.

"Don't be over-dramatic." She said, laughing. "Trust me, I'm not being over dramatic." I replied.

We were quiet for a while, until the song got to the part where it said "is this what you call a family?" 

"I know you miss your dad, but I'm trying my hardest. I'm still here, he's the one who left, can you please stop being rude to Henry and I? We're both trying our best, and you basically shut me out, can you let me in again?" She said.

"I know mom. I shut people out because I'm afraid of losing people so I rather have no one to lose. I'll try my best to be more nice to you and Henry, and try to let you in again." I replied. She kissed my forehead and smiled.

"Love you, baby girl. Get some sleep." She said. She walked out the door, and closed it behind her. I turned off the music, picked up my hair, and climbed in bed. I really didn't want to see my sister tomorrow. I closed my eyes, and tried my best to sleep.

Alex's P.O.V

I got home pretty late last night, and I woke up with a huge head ache. My head was pounding, I didn't even want to wake up. I was so glad today was a Saturday though, so no school, no assholes.

I took a quick shower and got dressed in a Black Veil Brides crew neck, black and white short shorts, and black vans. I walked downstairs and saw my mom and Henry sitting there. "Where's my sister?" I asked. "She's at the park." Henry answered. "Thanks." I replied.

I grabbed my skateboard and walked out the door. I started skating to the park. Thank god it was near my house. In about 3 minutes, I was there. I saw Violet, sitting on a swing, drawing something. I slowly walked up to her and sat on the swing next to the one she was sitting on.

"Hey." I said. "What the hell do you want?" She asked, roughly. "I just wanted to apologize." I started. "I shouldn't have kissed him." I added. "Are you serious? It's not even because of that. I kissed Liam, it was a dare though so I had an excuse. But anyways, it's because Niall said all of those hurtful things and you did absolutely nothing to defend me." Violet explained.

"Okay, I understand, I'm sorry. I should have defended my sister. I know, I get it." I said. "You know that Derek liked you, right? But you blew your chances with him by making out and moaning your way to Niall's dick." Violet informed me.

I sighed. "I never do anything right, I know. Can you please stop being mad at me? I've said 'sorry' a thousand times already." I said. "I'll decide later. I'm going out with Tiffany." Violet replied. She flipped her sketch book to the cover and shoved it in her bookbag and started skating away. I hope she forgives me.

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