I try to make everything seem okay
I act like I'm happy
I act like I'm beautiful
I act like I'm smart
I should be an actress it seems like I'm good at acting
I hate that in this world you have to pretend everything's okay because if you don't everyone thinks they're better than you
I cry myself to sleep at night and wake up put my fake smile on and carry on with my day
Everyone swear they know everything but
No one knew I was cutting myself
No one knew I hate myself
No one no I can't even stand looking in the mirror
If anyone knew half of the stuff that went through my mind
You wouldn't know what to do with it
