A/N -- the first paragraph (in italics) is something i wrote when i was drunk lol i ended up rewriting it because it was awful but its so fucking funny like tf i deadass cant write for shit when i drunk off my ass
I was over Yoongis house in dim light, we erre just hanogng ilout in the dim light! He kissed me slowly before talking. "I'm goong bwck home to daegu for Christmas break." he kissed me slowly. "How am i going to dealt without you." I whisperred into him.
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I sat on Yoongis bed in his dim lit room as I listened to him talk about his day. "So, for Christmas, I'm going back to Daegu to be with my family." He bit his bottom lip slightly as he glanced over at me. "How long are you going to be gone for?" I questioned. "I think it's like two weeks." I frowned at how long he'd be gone for. "It sucks that we can't spend Christmas together." I mentioned.
He chuckled at my reasoning to being upset. "You'll be fine, Eunha." He rolled his eyes and smiled as he continued to type on his computer. I moved over and leaned my head on his shoulder before I began to talk again. "What do you want fro Christmas?" I asked as I wrapped my arm around his waist. "Don't get me anything." He looked down at me.
I groaned. "I'm going to get you something, Yoongi. Just tell me what you want." "Nothing." He smirked. "But what do you want?" He asked in return. I rolled my eyes at how he'd love to get me something but would never let me buy him something.
"Yoongi." I whined. "If I don't get you anything then you can't get me anything." I looked up at him and he looked down at me. He kissed me slowly and pulled away slowly so he could talk. "How about this," He paused before actually asking the question. "We just surprise each other with something. No hints to what it is. We just get what we think the other would like." He suggested, kissing me slowly once again before I could answer.
"Should we give a money limit? You may be a sugar daddy and buy me expensive things but I am poor." I giggled at my joking. He shook his head before replying. "Buy me whatever you can afford and I'll do the same." He smiled. He got off topic when his stomach rumbled from being hungry. "Okay so I guess I'm hungry. Do you want to go out and get something to eat? I don't have anything here to eat." He laughed and stood up when I nodded at his question.
We stood up from his bed and made ourselves more presentable. "Fuck." I mumbled while looking around his large bedroom. "I don't have a hoodie and it's like, really cold outside." I groaned. "Here, wear this." He tossed one of his hoodies towards me. "Thank you." I put on the hoodie and saw that it draped over my shoulders and hung low.
As Yoongi continued to fix himself and make his hair look less messy, I walked over to the window near his bed and gasped when I looked out. "What?" He asked. "It's snowing!" I excitedly spoke. "Oh gosh." He sighed. "Hopefully it doesn't snow too much." He complained.
We walked outside and decided to walk to a little restaurant that was only about five minutes away. As we walked down the streets that slowly got covered in snow, Yoongis hand grabbed mine and intertwined our fingers. I smiled and walked closer to him trying to share the warmth.
We entered the small Thai restaurant a few minutes after we left his house. His hand left mine as we greeted the hostess and walked to our seats. "Yoongs do you just want to split something or are you hungry enough for your own dish?" I questioned and looked up him from the menu. "We can split something. And whats with the nickname?" He asked and it took me a minute to realize that I didn't use his actual name but a shortened version.
My face turned a flushed shade of pink and hid my face in my hands. "Don't be so shy, babygirl. I kind of like the nickname." He grabbed my hands and pulled them away from my face. I smiled shyly at him and then realized what was going on between us.
We were technically on a date. I had spent a handful of nights at his house. We don't just act like fuck buddies but we were friends before this all happened. Maybe this was how friends with benefits acted towards each other and maybe my feelings towards Yoongi were becoming too much.
He released my hands and picked up the menu again and looked at the things he wanted to get. I was nervous as I continued to look and then order. When the waitress walked away Yoongi looked at me with a questioning face. "Why do you look nervous?" "I'm just thinking." I spoke truthfully.
"About what?" He continued. "Us." I mumbled quietly. "Us? What about us? We're good, aren't we?" He asked. "Yeah we're good I just, I don't know. You know me, I have my doubts." I shyly smiled. "Doubts about what? Explain, Eunha." "I just. I don't know. Can we please just talk about this after dinner? I'll tell you when we get back to your place. I promise." I held up my pinky. He laughed quietly and shook his head. "Okay, okay." We pinky promised.
We finished our food and headed out, back towards Yoongis house. "So, are you going to tell me what you're worried about, huh?" He questioned. "I uh, was just wondering where we stand you know? Like I, I don't know it's not important, Yoongi." "Eunha." He dragged out my name. "Explain please. I want to know what you mean."
"I just was wondering where we stand like are we just fuck buddies, do you like me more than just that or are you like not into me at all and want to end this. I don't know I just question a lot of things." I quickly mumbled as the snow continued to pile on the ground.
"We are whatever you want. Whatever you want us to be, I'm fine with. If you want me to be your boyfriend then I can be your boyfriend but if you want me to leave you alone and go back to just being friends than we can do that." He talked through his thoughts. I smiled at his words, this was what I wanted to hear. "Thank you." I looked up at him as I grabbed his hand and held it in mine. "For what?" He smiled down at me as we entered his apartment building.
"Being nice and understanding." "We were friends before any of this started, of course I'll be understanding. I know you, Eunha." He lead us up to his apartment. "So, are you spending the night?" Yoongi looked and winked at me.
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lmao that first paragraph in italics is so funny and ive gotten a bunch of comments about how some of yall want to see what id write if i wrote drunk and its so fucking funny but my vision was so blurry cause ya girl was gone lol but i hope you enjoy it!!
ALSO -- I MADE A HIGH QUALITY YOONGI PHOTO ACCOUNT HMU WITH A FOLLOW (dm me on there if you want to co-own lol)
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