The Beginning

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  It all started in elementary school 3rd grade or around that time I guess. I don't know where this feelings came from but guys started catching my attention more then girls. Back then I was really closed person. When I went to my dad's house on Wednesday's over night I started looking up stuff about it. Sometimes I'll watch gay porn on tumblr (lol).
   In 5th grade people was asking me if I had a girlfriend. I told them did have a girlfriend no one really believed me. Then they started saying I was gay. Well shit I did like guys but I kept it down low. I never know why they started calling me gay. I did like some of the boys in my class though.

  Nothing really happened after elementary school. In middle School you know when you start finding yourself. Shit I was still down low about me being gay. Around the 2rd day of school I took my Naruto book to school (don't talk shit) I met two people.

  Melvin and Justus still my friends today. Sometimes we argue a lot but we get through it. They both liked Naruto then we started talking lot about it. Then the shit ass table was born. There was like 9 or less of us at the table. I met in 6th grade after that some people left year. 7th grade the people had like 6 people left. I met lot of people like Abria, Keyshawn, Kalon, Ana and Asia. (TBH I don't really remember)

  In 8th grade nothing really happen but the Canada Trip. I was still down low and the rumors was still around. I don't even want to talk about it but let's say it was fun as fuck. I took my ps4 with me. Let's say people was getting their ass beat in Mortal Kombat not by me. Then people was telling how they felt about someone else. I was like wtf is going on but the tea was great though (LOL).

  No one still didn't know I was gay. Then the ending of 9 grade I WAS LIKE I DONT GIVE A SHIT ANYMORE. I told my best friend Abria that I was bi. She was surprised and chill about it. Then I told Ana she was very supportive about it. Once I told them it became more easy to talk about it. So I told the crew about it. But idk how this came out to the the whole god damn school I was gay. I still didn't give a damn little bit.

*Ill type the 2nd part tomorrow or tonight.*
I will fix my grammar mistakes after this short story is over.

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