Coming Out

Update on life

  I really hate myself for I did in the past. I dated someone that was in my class for like 3 half months something like that. Broke up with him. I feel like I wasn't for him and loyal to him that much. I wasn't talking to anyone during the relationship. Now I'm in this other relationship with guy. I really love but something not there. I don't know what it is. Just pissed off most of the time.

Done with that. Next is school

To be honest I don't give a fuck about anyone at this school. My little group is going to shit. Sometimes I just want to stop talking and do my work on my grades but I'm lazy asf. Like right now I have homework to do. Not in the mood to deal with people anymore or anything. People say I'm depressing but really I'm not in the mood to deal with your shit.

Next Family

Nothing really going on at home. Dad checks on me asking how I'm doing about my sexuality and my mom does to. Mom asked if I dated anyone I told yes and it was a guy at my school. I said nothing to my dad about him. Been working out little bit. Stepdad teaching my boxing. I don't really see his kids lot. But I really want to talk to them don't know why.

That's all for now. Might work on the stories I killed sadly.

P.S (If anyone from my school or someone I talk is reading this we still friends but I might be tired of your shit) love you guys 😘 comment below 🤪