She sits there on her bed trying to stay relaxed while thoughts run back and forth in her head, she's depressed. tears start to run down her face, she holds a blade. She looks down at her bloody arm from the cuts she just placed. A tear lands on one. It burns. " how could loving someone hurt this much" she says to herself "I wish I wasn't here anymore" she says again. She gets up to go to the washroom leaving a trail of blood drops behind her "he loves her, it will always be her" she said looking in the mirror Hating herself, as she make more and more cuts by the second, she hates her self more and more" all I do is fuck everything up I can't do anything right!" She cry's more and more. She's losing so much blood, all over hate from the kids at school, loving someone to hard death notes from others. She hears a knock on the bathroom door, it's her mother, "are you okay?" Her mother says "Yeah I'm fine I'm Almost done" she says back to her, she unlocks the door and walks out like nothing ever happened. She goes back to her room, she puts on her headphones and cries "I hope I never wake up" she says. She ends up falling asleep....
