I know many high school girls have a crush on the cutest boy in school. I know I do. So there's this guy who is, sadly, a senior and I met him at the end of April. I was so nervous going up to him, asking if I can eat lunch with him. However, he was near a girl that I don't know and was staring at me suspiciously but I didn't really care because I was talking the cute guy at that time. Anyways, I only see him on A days so I didn't see him the next day, which was B day. It was finally A day again and I felt that he was going to forget about me. On that day, he was with his ex along with the girl who was with him two days ago. Ironically, he was NEVER with his ex until now. Like I mean, how is she just going to come back to him out of nowhere? Long story short, I haven't seen him in like 2 weeks but every time I get a notification or message, I get excited for no reason, thinking it's him. I've never felt this way and it feels like pain. The thing this, we didn't talked a lot and I still don't understand why I feel this "pain".
