Tessas pov
i ran upstairs to my room and cried but i saw emilio sleeping in our bed.i cried gently i sat on the floor with my head in my knees and cried silently until i felt arms wrap around me i felt safe felt loved felt calmer what did i ever do to have emilio.i cheated on him! with jake! i started crying panickly
E- shhh babygirl its ok
T- i-its not if you knew what happened
E-babe whats wrong
then i panicked i didnt know what to say.
Emilios pov
T- i am just really scared about the surgery
E- aww its ok come here
i knew it wasnt about this i saw it in her eyes i needed to find out what happened.i hugged her and after 20minutes she fell asleep in my arms i lcarried her to the bed and went asleep.
Tessas pov
i opened my eyes and saw my worst nightmare
T-MICHAEL!
M- sweety dont call your dad michael
T-g-get out
M- oh your so innocent
T- d-dont please
my mam then came in my dad got the bat and started hitting her i screamed cried
T- STOP HURT ME NOT MOM
M- with plesure
he came up to me and started hitting me with the bat
C-(caroline) - MICHAEL STOP WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU
M- ITS YOU AND TESSA GET OUT OF MY LIFE I WANT YOU DEAD
He took out a gun and shot my mam
T- NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
i quickly sat up crying i looked around it was just a dream...i didnt have it since i was 16....since me and jake moved out to la i forgot.Emilio started hugging me really tight and i cried in his arms.He pulled back and started kissing me gently i kissed back and it turned into a make out.after 20minutes i pulled away a tear dropped and i smiled gently but it hurt.
E- babe are you ok
T- j-just a bad dream
E- you sure
T- y-ye
E- ok ill take a shower
T- ok
E- love you
T- love you
when he went to the shower i ran as fast as i could tears in my eyes i ran to jakes room i saw him sleeping i went in his bed and cried into his chest he then hugged me.
J- tessa whats wrong
he said sitting up i sat up and hugged him
T- i-it came back
J- it hasnt been since u were 16
T- jake help
he hugged me tighter i felt safer.then someone opened the door and it was emilio.
E- WHAT THE FUCK
Jakes pov
i woke up with tessa crying the same cry 4years ago i hugged her really tight and on our luck emilio came. 'WHAT THE FUCK' .
J- it doesnt look what it looks like emilio!
T- Emilio jake just helped me!
E- HE HELPED YOU TO CHEAT ON ME GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE TESSA!!!
tessa started crying i hugged her
E- your even doing that in front of me
he looked hurt
J- emilio i swear tessa didnt cheat on you!
E- SHUT UP I THOUGHT U WERE MY FRIEND!!
T- emilio please!
E- WERE DONE
he ran out
Emilio pov
i was crying already i ran to ivans room
E-Iban a casa ahora ( were going home now)
I- what?
E- NOW
I- CALM DOWN
E- Tessa me engañó ( tessa cheated on me)
i said crying
I- what about erika?
he said sadly i forgot about ivan
E-ok solo quédate aquí pero voy a mudarme con nuestros padres(ok just stay stay here im moving in with our parent)
I- but-
E-please
we hugged i quickly packed and left without saying a goodbye to anyone i called my mam saying what happened i called a taxi and went to my mam....new life new me...without my brother :(
Ivans pov
i couldnt believe it emilio left me what about our youtube channel our family our house.i ran to tessa
I- WHY
T- what d-do you mean?
she said with tears in her eyes
I- HE WENT HE LEFT
T- why!!!!!!
I- YOU CHEATED ON HIM YOU BITCH AND NOW ASKING WHY
Er-babe calm down
I- HOW SHOULD I CALM DOWN IF A WHORE JUST BROKE MY HEART
T-IF YOU WANTED TO KNOW JAKE JUST HUGGED ME BECAUSE HE ONLY KNOWS H-HE O-ONLY KNOW THAT MY D-DAD ABUSED ME AND MY MOTHER ...
she burst into tears and i hugged tessa
I-tessa....im sorry
T- you d-dint ...know....only j-jake did
i hugged tessa tighter she cried evewn more
T- i lost him...i loved him and still love him
I- everbody did...
T- i dont want to live
I- tessa..
Er-everbody loved him and we miss him
J- but dont even try to do that
Tessas pov
i cried even more it was all my fault everybody went into a group hug .i then pulled back.
T- hey...i need some time alone...ill go for a walk
J- ye its ok
i left i ran to the beach and walked by the shore thinking about everything in my life, my dad,my mam,my sisters,when i was bullied,when i met jake,when alissa left me, when the dobre brothers left me, emilio coming the first day,chance,anthony, jake,i couldnt anymore i hated my life so much.I lost someone who i love i lost chance and anthony being like my brothers i lost jake being my bestfriend i lost me and ivans monkey friendship i lost my and erikas hangouts,sleepovers,chats, i lost my mom,i lost all my life.i knelt down on the shore and started crying i couldnt stop it hurt but it felt so good to cry.I know how the people were hurt.I would just want everything bad to be a dream i want emilio i cant i need to bring my life back in pieces.i decided to ....
