The teacher jounery-phan

The news

' phil? Where are ya?'a mans voice said. 'There you are!' He took Phil by the hand and slapped him. 'Thats what you get bitch!' The man duff his finger nails into Phil's skin and dragged him into an old broken down home. 'Now let's go to the bed.' The man said as he went through the back door. 'No!' Phil yelled. The man kicked him and sloped him and throw him into the kitchen causing most of the knifes to fall. ' Noooo-'

Phil shock violently it woke up Dan. " Phil Phil!" Dan said he was cuddling Phil close trying to wake Phil up." Ooooooo" Phil sat up and went into crying. Dan slowly let Phil lye on his chest."Phil what happened?" Dan asked Phil." It was horrible! It was when I was 14 and I was raped for about a month until he let me go." Phil started to shiver. Dan brought Phil in closer." I think you have PTSD, what was the dream about?" Dan wondered. "It was when I ran in the middle of the month and then he found me." Phil crocked at the last word." I think we need more friends to help this." Dan said. " please no doctors." Phil begged Dan. "Why?" Dan was puzzled at Phil's request. " I just think they only help if you have cuts and stuff, the y don't know how to fix a break sole ." Phil said as he tried to clam down. "I love you Phil." Dan whispers." I don't want another pretty face, I don't want just anyone to hold. I like your beautiful sole." Dan told Phil. Phil looked up at Dan with the sky blue eyes. "Really Dan?" He asked. Dan took Phil's hand and then intertwined with his." I'll never let you go, I'll stay by your side, never will never let me take me apart from you." Dan said then kissed Phil's hand. Phil felt more loved then anything.

They went back to sleep. Phil woke up with a bloody nose, it would not stop and he began to worry." Dan?" He tried to wake his lover." What Phil?" Dan said as he was trying to get up. " I have been bleeding and I'm scared." Phil told Dan holding his nose still. Dans eyes popped to see Phil holding his nose with a tissue covered in blood. " Oh my god Phil what happened?!?" dan was worried. He took Phil and ran out the door he ran like there was no tomorrow. Phil was trying to hold his nose a when he was in Dans arms. They walked in to the hospital. " I have a bloody nose!" Dan yelled out. Everybody laughed at him for saying that." It had been 6 hours since and it won't stop!" Dan yelled really pissed. Everybody stopped and looked worried."Here I know a room for him." A doctor came
And told them. Dan still was holding Phil. They stopped at a room Phil read ' MRI' he gulped. "Put him up here."Fabian said. Dan placed Phil on the bed and kissed him. "This will be a MRI." They told them." Dan Please go behind with me." He ordered Dan. Dan kissed Phil and ran behind. When they started testing on Phil some images popped up on the computer." What's that?" Dan was worried." Ummm." Fabian only said.

When they finished the MRI they said to take a room and wait for a while. Phil was pacing around the room while Dan watched. " Dan, I'm worried." He said hope that Dan would make him fell better." I know, I'm worried too." He said as he stood up and went to hug Phil. Phil wanted this pain to stop. They rocked side to side still in each others embrace until the doctor walked in. He had a scared face." Boys, sit down." He said. They both hopped on to the bed and hold hands. The doctor took a wheeled chair and rolled up a bit." We got the results back." He said." And..." Phil said." You have cancer." The doctor tried to say slowly. Phil's heart couldn't handle the news and he broke down. "Can we have a moment?" Dan asked the doctor. He walked out and said." It's only stage 1 leukemia." The doctor said softly so Dan could only hear. " Phil honey." Dan lifted Phil off the floor and sat on the bed. " Phil, babe look at me." Dan said. Phil just shook his head and tackled Dan to lye on the bed. Phil was lying on top of Dans chest crying. " Philly, chummy." Dan tried to clam Phil." How can I be happy ever again?" Phil told Dan. " I have PTSD and now cancer!" Phil wanted to know why he needed this." Phil" he turned to his side letting Phil look at his eyes." It's only stage 1." He said to Phil. "We will get through this together." He whispered to Phil. Phil looked up with he weak look in his eyes." You promise you will still love me?" Phil asked Dan." I'll put your life before mine to be safe." Dan said." So we well start treatment next week, right?" The doctor walked in." Yeah." Phil said quietly.

Phil and Dan went to Phil's mums house to have dinner to tell her the news." Come in,Philip." His mum said." Who is this?" She asked Phil while she was looking at me." That's my boyfriend Daniel Howell." He side as he kissed Dan. "Nice to meet you." She said with a warm smile." Let's take a seat, mum. I have news." Phil said squeezing Dans hand. " I have cancer." He told his mum when she settled in a chair. "Oh my poor baby." She said as she stood up to hug Phil." It's stage 1 leukemia." Dan told her." I'll be by your side every step of the way." His mum told Phil..............